Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 1, July 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 1, July 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
“And thus destroy my own happiness and yours, Margaret! It is, indeed, a
cruel task you would impose on me. No—I cannot make our future life so
desolate as to sanction your cruel decision. Believe me, dearest, your
resolution is but the delirium of a moment—grief for the loss of your
beloved mother, and sympathy with your afflicted father renders you
morbidly sensitive on that point alone. I entreat you, then, dearest,
beloved Margaret—I entreat you by all our hopes of happiness, revoke
your cruel words, and reflect longer ere you consign us both to misery.”
“I have well deliberated, Richard, and my decision is unalterable. Call
it not delirium, or the shadow of a grief which a moment’s sunshine may
dispel; every hour, on the contrary, will but strengthen my resolution,
and convince me I have acted rightly. My poor father—can I leave him in
his sad bereavement! who else has he now to love but me—and shall I
selfishly turn from him in his loneliness! Ah, Richard, ask me not—for
never, never will I leave him or forsake him.”
“And have you, then, no care for my wretchedness?” exclaimed her lover
with bitterness, as he rapidly paced the floor; “no sympathy for my
disappointment! Think, Margaret, how long I have waited to call you
mine—how many years I have cheerfully toiled, looking to this dear hand
as my reward. O, Margaret, Margaret!—and now, even now, when that
joyful hour was so near—when but a few days more would have made you
mine forever—it is you who speak those bitter words—it is you who
place a barrier between our loves!—cruel, cruel girl!”
“It is the hand of Death, not mine, which has placed the barrier between
us, Richard—she who would have blessed our union is no more! ‘_Forsake
not your father, my child!_’ were her dying words—and so long as God
gives me breath, I never will! Come here, Richard, listen to me, and
pity me—for not a pang rends your bosom but finds an answering pang in
mine; nor do I hesitate to confess it to you in this sad moment—there
shall be no concealment from you—I will not wrap my heart in maidenly
reserve, but confess alike my tenderness and my grief. No longer, then,
dearest Richard, accuse me of coldly sacrificing your love to filial
duty—for God knows the agony with which I have decided.”
“Forgive me, my beloved.” said Richard, “I have been too selfish. I
should have known that pure heart better. However my own feelings may
dictate, Margaret, I will no longer oppose the course to which the most
devoted filial piety leads you, in thus unselfishly renouncing love and
happiness that you may devote your days to a beloved parent. God bless
and reward you, dearest.”
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