Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 3, September 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
He knew that she was dying day by day, and yet he talked to his own
heart of life and hope, as if he deemed in the madness of his devotion
that such love as theirs would ward off death. And as time passed on we
saw his form grow thin, and his pale face yet paler, and his dark eyes
were dimmed as if he had looked too long and earnestly into the darkness
and tears that overhang the grave. But she—there was a fierce and
unnatural glow upon her cheek that told of the deadly fire within, and
her step became slow and faltering, but the clear light of her eloquent
eyes grew brighter and brighter as if she had looked through the gloomy
clouds of death upon the unspeakable glory of God, and in gazing had
forgotten how to weep. Thus in that hour did the fair and fragile become
the support of the strong-hearted ones who, for her sake, were bowed to
the earth with sorrow. Her love was no summer flower to wither beneath
the shadows of the dark valley—and they who wondered at its strength
knew not that it was fed with dews from the river of Life, and nourished
with the sunshine of the world beyond the tomb.
It was the day for the celebration of the sacrament in our church at
C——, and at her earnest request Emma was permitted to be with us on
this occasion—perchance the last for her on earth. For some time she
had been failing rapidly, and it was now evident to all that her
pilgrimage was nearly finished. She entered when the afternoon service
was over, walking slowly between her aged and heart-stricken parents.
The young pastor did not lift his head, but sat with his face buried in
his hands till all was still again. He was gathering strength to appear
before the people of his charge as became a minister of God, that he
might not appear to preach to them of a sustaining grace that had failed
to help him in his hour of need.
When he arose his face was very pale, but all trace of emotion had
vanished. All human affection incompatible with the Divine will seemed
to have died within him, and he stood calmly and firmly up, and clasped
his hands to pray. Long and earnest was that petition, and its burden
was the cry of a suffering heart, “Not my will, oh God, but thine.” When
it was ended, then were distributed the emblems of the sacred body that
was broken, and the blood that was shed for man’s salvation, and again
the pastor rose.
At first he spoke in low tones of the Lamb of God who gave himself to
die for man, and of the efficacy of that death; but his voice rose with
the theme, his eyes kindled, and his cheeks flushed as he proceeded.
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