Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
The woman was more lovely than the girl, was wiser, greater, perhaps
better—alas! was she happier?
She had been now nearly two years a wife, though but within the last
twelve months acknowledged and installed as such in her husband’s house.
It had been a dark mystery, her love, the child of sorrow and
concealment, although she might thank her own true heart, guided by
principle, and lighted by a higher star than any earthly passion, even
the love of God, it had not been the source of shame.
Artfully, yet enthusiastically, had that bold, brilliant, fascinating
boy laid siege to her affections; and soon, by dint of kindred tastes,
and feelings, and pursuits, he had succeeded in winning the whole
perfect love of that pure, overflowing soul.
She loved him with that fervor, that devotion, of which women alone are
perhaps capable, and of women, only those who are gifted with that
extreme sensibility, that exquisite organization, which, rendering them
the most charming, the most fascinating, and the most susceptible of
their sex, too often renders them the least happy.
And he, too, loved her—as well, perhaps, as one of his character and
temperament could love any thing, except himself; he loved her
_passionately_; he admired her beauty, her grace, her delicacy, beyond
measure. He understood and appreciated her exquisite taste, her
brilliancy, her feminine and gentle genius. He was not happy when he was
absent from her side; he could not endure the idea that she should love,
or even smile upon another, he coveted the possession of a creature so
beautiful, a soul so powerful, and at the same time so loving. Above
all, he was proud to be loved by such a being.
But beyond this he no more loved her, than the child loves its toy. He
held her only in his selfishness of soul, even before his passion had
“Spent as yet its novel force,
Something better than his dog, a little dearer than his horse.”
But he knew nothing, felt nothing, understood nothing of her higher,
better self; he saw nothing of her inner light—guessed nothing of what
a treasure he had won.
He would have sacrificed nothing of his pleasures, nothing of his
prejudices, nothing of his pride, had such a sacrifice been needed to
make her the happiest of women. While she would have laid down her life
for the mere delight of gaining him one moment’s joy—would have
sacrificed all that she had, or hoped to have, save honor, faith and
virtue. And to yield these he never asked her.
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