Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXV, No. 4, October 1849
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
It was strange that, quick as she was and clever, even beyond her sex’s
wonted penetration, where matters of the heart are concerned, Theresa
never suspected that the old cavalier had long perceived and sanctioned
their growing affection. But idolizing Jasper as she did, and believing
him all that was high and generous and noble, seeing that all his
external errors tended to the side of rash, hasty impulse, never to
calculation or deceit, she saw every thing, as it were, through his
eyes, and was easily induced by him to believe that all his father’s
kindness and father-like attention to her slightest wish, arose only
from his love for her lost parent, and compassion for her sad
abandonment; nay, further, he insisted that the least suspicion of their
mutual passion would lead to their instant and eternal separation.
It was lamentable, that a being so bright, so excellent as she,
believing that such was the case, and bound as she was by the closest
obligations, the dearest gratitude to that good old man, should have
consented, even for a moment, to deceive him, much more to frustrate his
wishes in a point so vital.
But she was very young—she had been left without the training of a
mother’s watchful heart, without the supervision of a mother’s earnest
eye—she was endowed marvelously with those extreme sensibilities which
are invariably a part of that high nervous organization, ever connected
with poetical genius; she loved Jasper with a devotedness, a singleness,
and at the same time a consuming heat of passion, which scarcely could
be believed to exist in one so calm, so self-possessed, and so
innocently-minded—and, above all, she had none else in the wide world
on whom to fix her affections.
And the boy profited by this; and with the sharpness of an intellect,
which, if far inferior to hers in depth and real greatness, was as far
superior to it in worldly selfishness and instinctive shrewdness, played
upon her nervous temperament, till he could make each chord of her
secret soul thrill to his touch, as if they had been the keys of a
stringed instrument.
The hearts of the young who love, must ever, must naturally resent all
interference of the aged, who would moderate or oppose their love, as
cold, intrusive tyranny; and thus, with plausible and artful sophistry,
abetted by the softness of her treacherous heart, too willing to be
deceived, he first led her to regard his father as opposed to the wishes
of that true love, which, for all the great poet knew or had heard,
“never did run smooth,” and thence to resent that opposition as unkind,
unjust, tyrannical; and thence—alas! for Theresa!—to deceive the good
old man, her best friend on earth—ay, to deceive herself.
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