Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 5, May 1850Various
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Graham's Magazine, Vol. XXXVI, No. 5, May 1850
Various
Literature -- Periodicals; Literature, Modern -- 19th century -- Periodicals
I loved and respected Cornelia Payne; she was one of my dearest friends,
and, unlike most girls of her age—we were only nineteen then—she had a
strong, decided character. Her oddities did not spring from affectation,
nor did her warmly expressed opinions proceed from a spirit of arbitrary
obstinacy. She was true and sincere, and had a good, strong mind. She
had faults,—who has not? And her principal fault was a sad one, she was
harsh and uncharitable in her judgments of others. She had never known
trouble or temptation; and honest, firm, and upright herself, she always
judged every one by her own standard—a standard that had never been
tested by a single trial. Whenever we remonstrated with her, her replies
were such as “Nine times out of ten appearances are the best to judge
by,” or, “There is so much cant and affectation, so much petty falsehood
in society, that it makes one forget there is such a virtue as charity,”
or, “There are certain bounds to charity beyond which it ceases to be a
virtue, and becomes a weakness, and a cowardly shield to vice,” which
replies generally silenced me.
The evening following the conversation which opened this sketch, we were
all assembled in the _cozie_, comfortable library. Some friends had
called in, and, according to the too usual custom, the conversation
turned upon the absent. The subject of discourse was the conduct of two
persons, a husband and wife, with whom the company assembled were
sufficiently acquainted, to feel interested in their well or ill doings.
A few weeks previous the husband had made a most disgraceful failure,
and had been detected in various dishonorable transactions; whereupon
his wife, with whom he had always lived happily, apparently, left him,
and returned to her family; and since her desertion of him, her friends
had made application for a divorce. This was commented upon pretty
severely, and almost every one blamed the wife for her heartlessness;
and circumstances were mentioned to prove the uniform kindness and
lavish indulgence of the husband in the days of his prosperity. My
friend Cornelia was almost the only one of the party who defended her.
“That’s so like you, Cornelia,” said her cousin, Harry Peters, laughing,
“you always lake ‘the forlorne hope’ in an argument, and seize up the
cudgels for the minority.”
“You are unjust, Harry,” replied Cornelia, a little piqued, “I always
take the side of my opinion, and defend that which I think honest and
right. I scarcely know Mrs. Barclay, therefore, neither am I prejudiced,
for she is no favorite of mine; she always seemed to me a cold, selfish
woman, even when everybody, and you particularly, Harry, admired her so
much. But I do say, that I do not excuse, I uphold her conduct in this
matter. Even thus should I have acted had I been thus placed, guided by
a strict sense of duty. I could love as devotedly and truly as any of
you, but my love would wither away, under the scorching breath of
dishonor and crime.”
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