“Oh, Fani, you trouble me still more when you talk so,” interrupted
Elsli, sadly. “I see more plainly every day that I can never be what
Mrs. Stanhope wants me to be. I am afraid she will be more and more
vexed about it, and will like me less and less. And you too will be
ashamed of me by and by, because I cannot be what you would like to have
me.”
Fani had seated himself again at Elsli’s side, but at these words he
sprang again to his feet, crying out reproachfully:--
“Oh, Elsli, what strange notions have you taken into your head? It isn’t
pleasant in you to talk so. Why don’t you think of all the nice things
there are, and what good times we have together, and let all these
melancholy ideas go?”
“I don’t think of melancholy things on purpose, Fani, and I wish I did
not at all,” said Elsli, pleadingly. “It is this way. Whenever I begin
to think of something very pleasant, then sad thoughts come into my
mind, and I keep wondering whether there isn’t something that I can do
for those in trouble, and then I am unhappy because I can’t think of
anything. I see so many things that you don’t see, and I can’t get them
out of my head all day long.”
“What sort of things?” asked the boy in surprise.
“Well, for instance, twice when we have been coming home from our
afternoon walk, we have met a man with a heavy shovel on his shoulder,
and you didn’t notice him because you were so busy talking with Mrs.
Stanhope. The man looked down on the ground, just as father does when
he comes home at night all tired out and says, ‘We shall hardly pull
through, if I work ever so hard; I’m afraid we can’t keep out of debt.’
I’m sure that man is worried just as father was, and I keep thinking if
I could only go after him and find out where he lives, I might do him
some good, perhaps.”
“But you mustn’t do that,” cried Fani, much horrified. “Don’t you
remember how Mrs. Stanhope told us in the very beginning that we must
never go into any house where we didn’t know the people? and that we
mustn’t speak first to people we don’t know, as we do at home? You must
not go and talk to that man. Do you hear, Elsli? Mrs. Stanhope would be
very angry with you.”
Elsli thought for a while. Presently she said, “I do not believe that
Mrs. Stanhope meant that I should not speak to a poor man who is in
trouble, as this man is. She only meant that we mustn’t talk with people
who ask us questions about where we came from and how we live at home. I
don’t believe she meant people like this man at all.”
“Oh, Elsli, you can’t make distinctions, that way,” said Fani,
impatiently. “All we have to do is to mind what we are told, and not
speak to strange people or go to their houses. Now let’s talk about
something else; this sort of talk is tiresome. Come here; I’ll show you
something.”
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