African Americans -- Louisiana -- Gretna -- Fiction; Short stories, American
“Who? Don’ tell me nothin’ ’bout raisin’ chillun to be a sattafaction to
you w’en you git ole,” she ended with emphasis; Carmelite nodding her
head with perfect understanding.
Maybe Aunt Fisky was too easy-going, Carmelite told her. She ought to
shame Gussie. And not let him walk over her, long as he was staying under
her roof free. She ought to turn him out-doors, and shame him good, and
force him to show her the right respect.
“But daughter, don’t you know Gussie ain’ no _nigger_, like you an’ me?”
Aunt Fisky reminded her. “How you expec’ me to try an’ shame Gussie, an’
make ’im know he ain’ doin’ de right thing?... Gussie ain’ got no nigger
feelin’s.... Gussie a _w’ite_ man. An’ he know it, too. So how kin I
change Gussie natchal ways?”
Carmelite moved on her chair uneasily, and began to speak with sudden
vehemence.
“Gussie ain’ _good_ as a nigger!” she declared, stressing every word
as she spoke. “Bin livin’ munks niggers all dese years, an’ now try’n
to play proud wid _you_, an’ ain’ got nothin’ substanshun to back ’im
up?... Lookin’ down on you, ole as you is; an’ de onles mother Gussie
ever knowed?... Gawd knows, Aun’ Fisky, you too tender-hearted. You ain’
owin’ nothin’ to Gussie no longer; now he done growed up, an’ plenny able
to take care ’imself.... You done paid ’im evvything.... Who?... Gussie
lucky he ain’ had me to deal wid. ’Cause I sho would-a turned ’im out in
de street long time ago; w’ite or no w’ite.”
Aunt Fisky couldn’t do that, she told Carmelite. It wouldn’t be right. It
would be breaking the promise she made with dead people; when Gussie’s
mother gave her the poor, fatherless child to raise. And besides, Gussie
had nobody but her to turn to. No matter how mean he was, she couldn’t go
back on him. Carmelite knew good as she did that the white folks wouldn’t
recognize him.
“An’ I know good, none us niggers ain’ goin’ cunsider claimin’ ’im,”
Carmelite declared with positive conviction.
“An’ da’s de very reason make me stick to Gussie like I do,” Aunt Fisky
assured her with simple loyalty.
“Ole folks sho is strange,” Carmelite commented, shaking her head, and
wondering at the old woman’s questionable sense of duty.
Yes. Old folks did a heap of things that young folks couldn’t understand;
she told Carmelite. But she was going to do the best she could for
Gussie, as long as she lived. And if he came to a bad end, she wouldn’t
have anything to blame herself for. She was willing to leave it all in
the hands of the Lawd. Gussie would wake up some day in his right mind;
when Gawd put His finger on him and stopped him in his tracks. Carmelite
would see. Just wait.
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