~Editor.~ _Little Elsie. Good!_)
Robert got up and shook himself. Then he shivered miserably, as the cold
wind cut through him like a knife. For a moment he stood motionless,
gazing over the stone parapet into the dark river beyond, and as he
gazed a thought came into his mind. Why not end it all--here and now? He
had nothing to live for. One swift plunge, and----
(~Editor.~ _You forget. The river was frozen._
~Author.~ _Dash it, I was just going to say that._)
But no! Even in this Fate was against him. _The river was frozen over!_
He turned away with a curse....
What happened afterwards Robert never quite understood. Almost
unconsciously he must have crossed one of the numerous bridges which
span the river and join North London to South. Once on the other side,
he seems to have set his face steadily before him, and to have dragged
his weary limbs on and on, regardless of time and place. He walked like
one in a dream, his mind drugged by the dull narcotic of physical pain.
Suddenly he realised that he had left London behind him, and was in the
more open spaces of the country. The houses were more scattered; the
recurring villa of the clerk had given place to the isolated mansion of
the stockbroker. Each residence stood in its own splendid grounds,
surrounded by fine old forest trees and approached by a long carriage
sweep. Electric----
(~Editor.~ _Quite so. The whole forming a magnificent estate for a
retired gentleman. Never mind that._)
Robert stood at the entrance to one of these houses, and the iron
entered into his soul. How different was this man's position from his
own! What right had this man--a perfect stranger--to be happy and
contented in the heart of his family, while he, Robert, stood, a
homeless wanderer, alone in the cold?
Almost unconsciously he wandered down the drive, hardly realising what
he was doing until he was brought up by the gay lights of the windows.
Still without thinking, he stooped down and peered into the brilliantly
lit room above him. Within all was jollity; beautiful women moved to and
fro, and the happy laughter of children came to him. "Elsie," he heard
some one call, and a childish treble responded.
(~Editor.~ _Now for the robin._
~Author.~ _I am very sorry. I have just remembered something rather sad.
The fact is that, two days before, Elsie had forgotten to feed the
robin, and in consequence it had died before this story opens._
~Editor.~ _That is really very awkward. I have already arranged with an
artist to do some pictures, and I remember I particularly ordered a
robin and a wassail. What about the wassail?_
~Author.~ _Elsie always had her porridge_ ~UPSTAIRS~.)
A terrible thought had come into Robert's head. It was nearly twelve
o'clock. The house-party was retiring to bed. He heard the "Good-nights"
wafted through the open window; the lights went out, to reappear
upstairs. Presently they too went out, and Robert was alone with the
darkened house.
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