Harry Joscelyn; vol. 3 of 3Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Harry Joscelyn; vol. 3 of 3
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Families -- England -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction
commissionaires; and old Sir John laughed his chuckling old laugh, and
said she was just like her mother; his Cousin Lydia had always a train
after her. Liddy wondered sometimes whether it was a former Cousin
Lydia, a century old or so, whom the old man meant. But they were very
kind to her. They became fond of her as the time went on. She lived an
enchanted life among them, with “Cousin Lionel” always at her side,
seeing everything, doing everything, along with her; and she could not
have believed that it would prove so easy to forget Harry and all about
him. Sometimes she awoke to this thought with such a sense of guilt as
depressed her for days; but in the meantime life was flowing on in
content, brightness, and variety, full of a hundred occupations. There
was not a moment vacant. Sometimes it would glance across her that the
day must come when she must leave it all and return to the White House.
Alas, poor mother! vegetating there, keeping herself alive by means of
her novels, and chiefly the unfinished romance of Lydia, most delightful
of all. What would she have felt had she known the cold chill which came
over Lydia as she realised that the day must come when she would be once
more at home; and how wretched, how angry Lydia was with herself, how
she despised her own frivolous being when she felt this chill invading
her! Generally however she put the thought away, and was content to
live, and no more. To live, how sweet it was! “Good was it in that time
to be alive, and to be young was very heaven.” At last Lydia came, as
the time of return approached, to throw away every consideration, and
exist only in the moment, with a kind of desperation of happiness. “I
shall never have it over again,” she said to herself, and shut her eyes
and went on, forgetting home and forgetting Harry, refusing to think of
anything but the sweet hours that were going over her; “I shall have had
my day.”
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