Harry Muir : $b A story of Scottish life, vol. 1 (of 3)Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Harry Muir : $b A story of Scottish life, vol. 1 (of 3)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Scotland -- Fiction
Poor Harry uncovered his white unhappy face. “I?--nothing--nothing--you
know I have nothing to say--good bye, Mr. Charteris.”
“It is so short a time since we left Ayr,” said Agnes, offering
Cuthbert her trembling hand.
And then he left the room.
The lobby was quite dark. Cuthbert fancied he heard some sound like
a suppressed sob as Rose stole out after him, and closed the parlour
door. It was Violet sitting in gloom and solitude on the ground,
with her little desolate heart well nigh bursting. Martha had been
displeased at her. Harry had struck her--and fearful dreams of being
utterly alone, and having no one in the world to care for her, were
passing drearily through Violet’s mind. That sad dumb anguish of the
child, which we do not seem ever to remember when we have children to
deal with, weighed down the young spirit to the very dust. She thought,
poor solitary girl, miserable proud thoughts of dying, and leaving them
to grieve for her when she was dead, who would not care for her enough
when she was living--and she thought, too, of toiling on alone to the
vague greatness which children dream of, and shutting up her heart in
her solitary course, from those who had chilled and rejected it so
early. Poor little dreaming inconsistent poetic child, who in an hour
could be bright as the sunshine again--but while it lasted there were
few things in elder life so bitter as that childish pain.
Rose lifted her up and followed Charteris to the door, holding the
weeping and reluctant Violet within her arm. “Mr. Charteris,” said
Rose, eagerly, “do not say anything to my uncle about----. I mean, will
you just tell him we are well, and not say that anything ails Harry?
Will you, Mr. Charteris?”
Cuthbert did not quite know what he answered, neither did Rose; but
whatever it was it cheered her; and as he went away, the youthful woman
lingered in the darkness, stooping over the child. Rose had reached a
further stage than Violet in this grave journey of life; and if she
knew more fully the absolute causes of the family affliction, she had
outgrown the indefinite gloom and terror. Other thoughts, too, came
in to lighten, in some degree, the heaviness of her own heart, as
she soothed and consoled her little sister. Harry hitherto had been
constantly the central object in her mind--the dearest always, and in
his brightest times the best--perhaps only the more endeared for all
his weakness; but now there began to dawn upon Rose a stronger, purer,
higher ideal. Stealthy and tremulous the thought glided into her mind;
a higher excellence than poor Harry’s--a fairer fate than that of
Harry’s sister. She put it away as if it had been guilt; but still it
had looked in upon her, and left a trace of secret sunshine behind.
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