Harry Muir : $b A story of Scottish life, vol. 3 (of 3)Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Harry Muir : $b A story of Scottish life, vol. 3 (of 3)
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Scotland -- Fiction
“Missie, I’m auld--I whiles forget things I ken weel, and speak as if
I was a bairn mysel; but ae life canna redeem anither, little bairn.
Na, na, I wad gang wi’ ye blythe, puir wee innocent heart, to take care
of ye--if God didna send an angel to take care of us baith--” said the
old man, with a momentary wandering, “but there never was but Ane, that
could redeem lives out of God’s hand with His ain. We’re a’ forfeit
ourselves, bairnie; if my life was mine, and your’s your ain, we might
offer them for Mr. Hairy; but God has your bit heartie in His hand,
as well as mine, and will lay them quiet when it is His pleasure, and
no a day before. There _was_ Ane that had His life free to lay down,
and free to take up--and there was but Ane. I’ve had glimmerings o’
Him mysel,” continued Dragon, fixing his unsteady eyes on the roof,
and wandering from the first subject into the more immediate personal
interest which his own words recalled to him, “glimmerings like blinks
of the sun out of clouds; but if I whiles lose mind of the Lord--for
I’m auld and feeble, and sae lang in this world, that it’s ill to
believe I have to gang away--if _I_ whiles lose mind, that am but a
puir useless creature, is that to say that He loses mind o’ me?--as
if _He_ didna ken what was the guid reason, wherefore, I wasna taken
hence in my strength, but left to wear out my days like a sleep, and
to forget! Ane might think the like o’ me, sae aged and frail, had
been forgotten out of the course of nature, and left because He didna
mind--but never you trow that, bairnie--I ken He minds, and when it’s
my time, He’ll send for me, as thoughtful as if I was the grandest man
on this earth. What’s about _my_ memory, though it whiles can carry
naething but bairnly things? Is that to rule His, think ye, that grows
not auld for ever? And I ken He never forgets.”
Absorbed and full of awe, Violet followed unconsciously the
half-palsied wave of the old man’s head and figure as he spoke, and
watched the unusual gleam which shot from the eyes, which he in vain
tried to fix on the rafter. Poor, dim unsteady eyes! they glanced about
in every direction, as if they possessed some distinct energy and will
of their own.
But when Adam sank back on his pillow, Lettie shivered and thought she
had forgotten Harry--poor Harry! She could still hear his moan in her
ears.
“Oh, my Harry, my Harry! Dragon, do ye think God will take him
up--up--yonder beside Him?” and Lettie turned her eyes full of dark
wistful reverence and fear upon the old man’s face.
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