"We are all alone," said the Watermelon, thinking aloud half of his
thoughts. "All alone, but for the dead."
Alone, and the seven seas could not have parted them farther.
"And God," added Billy piously.
"If there is one," admitted the Watermelon.
Billy looked at him quickly, earnestly. "Oh, Jerry, of course there is
a God. Don’t you know it?"
"No," said the Watermelon. "When a person is happy, they know there is
a God; when they are wretched, they say, every one does, ’There is no
God.’ If there is one, why doesn’t He let the miserable wretch realize
it instinctively as well as the happy person?"
Billy had never suffered, had never felt the foundations of her world
falling around her in ruins, had never cried aloud in anguish, "How
long, oh Lord, how long?" She answered from her inexperience, from the
faith that had never been tested, "Of course there is a God. Every one
knows it, every one prays. Why, if your father was a minister, I should
think you would know that there is a God."
"That’s the trouble. He was a minister and he lost faith, and when he
who should have known, wondered if there was a God, we kids knew there
wasn’t. I suppose it’s the same if a boy finds that his mother has lost
her virtue. He thinks there is none."
Billy placed her hand on the bank between them and leaned toward him on
her straightened arm. "Poor old Jerry! But if your mother still
believed?"
"A mother always believes in God and her worthless sons. It’s a part of
being a mother, I suppose."
*CHAPTER XVI*
*A THIEF IN THE NIGHT*
Billy laughed a low, throaty gurgle, and laid her hand an instant on his
sleeve. "Don’t you see, she believed in God and she believed in you.
You didn’t go back on her. Would God?"
The Watermelon did not answer. He was busy with a scene of the long
ago. He and the youngest Miss Martin had been engaged in a set-to which
hardly savored of brotherly love, and parental authority had separated
them and passed judgment.
"Sister should not have struck you," the mother said as she stood him
grimly in the corner. "But, Jeroboam, you should not have deceived
sister. If you men would only keep faith with your women, this world
would be too good to leave, even for Heaven," she had added with her
usual tired sigh.
How had he kept faith with Billy? The question stared him in the face
and he felt like the child again, standing in the corner, unable to
answer. For the sake of an amusing week of her society, he had
practically betrayed her father, had branded himself a thief by keeping
the clothes, the watch, the money, which he had taken wrongly, for a few
hours’ fun, but which he had intended to return. In the love he felt
for the girl, his long-stifled conscience slowly stirred again.
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