He that will not when he may; vol. IIIOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. III
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction
Next morning she was more undecided than ever. What was she to do? Again
the post had come in, and Paul had not added a word to the information
she had received. He had not said whether he was coming, or what he was
going to do. It occurred to her as she was dressing that the presence of
his stepbrother in the house might keep him away--that indeed it was
almost certain to keep him away, and that this afforded an urgent reason
for speedy removal. The idea gave her a sensation of hurry and nervous
haste. There was a dower-house on the estate near the town of Farborough
to which perhaps it would be well for her to retire. But when she
thought of all that would be involved in the removal, Lady Markham’s
courage failed her. Why did not this man keep away? A few months she
might at least have had to detach herself, to accustom herself to the
change. It seemed hard, very hard, to face everything at once. Had she
really been right after all in yielding? Ought she not to have stood out
and made her bargain for time enough to prepare her removal tranquilly?
In the days when a glow of satisfaction followed every good action,
there must have been more absolute certainty upon the subject, what was
good and what was evil, than exists now. The kindness, the
self-sacrifice of her act had made it appear the best, the only thing to
do; but now came the cold shadow of doubt. Had not she compromised her
dignity by doing it? Had not she done something that would offend and
alienate Paul? The night not only had not brought counsel, but it had
made all her difficulties worse.
When Lady Markham went downstairs, however, the first sight which met
her eyes was one of at least a very conciliatory character. In the hall
stood one of Gus’s larger packing-cases, those cases which had been
lying at the station for so long, opened at last, and giving forth its
riches. The floor was covered with West Indian sweetmeats, pots of guava
jelly, and ginger, and many other tropical dainties; while the two
little girls, in high excitement, were taking out the stores which
remained, the scented neck-laces and bark-lace, and all the curious
manufactures of the island; they were speechless with delight and
enthusiasm, yet bursting out now and then into torrents of questions,
asking about everything. Gus sat complacently in the midst of all the
rubbish in the big bamboo-chair, stretching out his little legs and
rubbing his hands. “I told you I brought them for you,” he was saying.
Bell and Marie could not believe their eyes as they saw the heaps that
accumulated round them. “I thought you would like to give presents to
your little friends; there is plenty for everybody.”
“But oh! Mr. Gus,” cried Marie, dancing about him, “how could you know
just what we wanted? how could you tell we should have friends?”
It was pretty to see him sitting among the litter, his brown countenance
beaming.
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