He that will not when he may; vol. IIIOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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He that will not when he may; vol. III
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Lady Markham had seen clearly enough that Alice was no longer in
sympathy with her, and her heart bled for the separation and for the
shadow in her child’s face, even while she could not refuse to feel a
certain satisfaction otherwise in the step she had taken. It is often
easier to justify one’s self to others than to respond to the secret
doubts that arise in one’s own bosom; but when the gloomy looks of Alice
proclaimed the indictment that was being drawn up against her mother in
her mind, Lady Markham, strangely enough, began to feel the balance
turn, and a little self-assertion came to her aid. But she was very glad
of the opportunity given her by a visit from the Rector to send for her
daughter, who had not come near her all the morning. The Rector was not
a very frequent visitor at the Chase, nor indeed anywhere. He was old,
and he was growing feeble, and he did not care to move about. It was,
however, so natural that he should make his appearance in the trouble
which existed in the house, that nothing but a visit of sympathy was
thought of. And Dolly was with him, upon whom Lady Markham looked with
different eyes--a little jealous, a little tender--ready to find out
every evidence the girl might show of interest in Paul. There was
abundant opportunity to judge of her feelings in this respect, for Paul
was the chief subject spoken of. Mr. Stainforth had come with no other
object. He led Lady Markham to the further end of the room while the two
girls talked.
“I want to say something to you,” he said. It was to ask what Paul was
going to do--what his intentions were. “It breaks my heart to think of
it,” said the old man; “but we must submit to fate.” He was something of
a heathen, though he was a clergyman, and this was how he chose to put
it: “What is he going to do?”
Alas! of all the subjects on which his mother could have been
questioned, this was the most embarrassing. She sighed, and said--
“I cannot tell. There were some schemes in his head--or rather he had
been drawn into some schemes--of emigration--before all this sorrow
came.”
“Emigration! before----!”
The rector could not make this out.
“You know, that his opinions gave us some trouble. It was a--visionary
scheme--for the advantage of other people,” Lady Markham said.
“Ah! there must be no more of that, my dear Lady Markham; there must be
no more of that. Socialism under some gloss or other, I know:--but life
has become too serious with Paul now for any nonsense like that.”
“I wish I could think he would see it in that light,” said his mother,
shaking her head.
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