England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
tie, has a more captivating hold upon the mind than a real engagement;
but then it might come to nothing. And after an interval of seven years,
was it not everybody’s duty to turn the dreamer away from that romantic
distance to the real ground close at hand? I had considered the question
many times with too strong a regard for Bertie (who, to be sure, had no
particular solicitude about the matter, or he might have been home long
ago) in my thoughts. Now I rather changed my point of view. If Alice
liked Bertie, it was purely a love of the imagination. Why, for that
Will-o’-the-wisp, was she to keep dreaming in the twilight while the
broad daylight of life and all its active duties were gliding out of her
reach? I resolved to bestir myself and startle Alice into common sense
and ordinary prudence. Here was she, letting youth pass her, not
perceiving how it went, looking so far away out of her horizon to that
fantastic, unreal attraction at the other end of the world. Thinking
over it I grew more and more dissatisfied. She was wrong to entertain,
I was wrong to encourage, so uncomfortable a piece of self-delusion. It
is true, Bertie was in danger, and surrounded with a flush of interest
and anxiety which doubled his claims on everybody who knew him. Still it
must not be permitted to continue--she must be roused out of this vain
imaginary attachment which blinded her to the love that sought her close
at hand. Why did she not like the Rector? I resolved to be at the bottom
of that question, which I could not answer, before twenty-four hours
were out.
CHAPTER XVIII.
But who can tell what is to happen within twenty-four hours? When I left
my dressing-room next morning, I found Derwent lingering in the corridor
outside, waiting for me. He carried in his hand one of those ominous
covers which thrill the hearts of private people with fears of evil
tidings. He had been half afraid to bring it into me, but he did not
hide either the startling hieroglyphics which proclaimed the nature of
the dispatch, nor his own distressed and sorrowful face.
“What is the matter?” I cried, in breathless alarm, when I saw him;
“something has happened!”
“I fear so,” said Derwent; “but softly--softly, Clare; in the first
place it is not absolutely his name and there are such perpetual
mistakes by this confounded telegraph. Softly, softly, Clare.”
I had seized the dispatch while he was speaking--I read it without
saying a word--did I not know how it would be?--ah, that concise,
dreadful, murderous word--killed! I knew it the moment I saw Derwent’s
face.
“But, my love, it is not his name--look! it absolutely may be somebody
else and not Bertie,” cried my husband.
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