Helbeck of Bannisdale — Volume IIWard, Humphry, Mrs.
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Helbeck of Bannisdale — Volume II
Ward, Humphry, Mrs.
Religious fiction
"It was quite an accident that I was there. But how could I help
listening? I must know--I ought to know--what your Catholic friends
think--what they say of me to you!"
She was conscious of a childish petulance. But it was as though she could
not help herself.
"I wish you had not listened," he said, with gentle steadiness. "Won't
you trust those things to me?"
"What power have I beside theirs?" she said, turning away her head. He
saw the trembling of the soft throat, and bent over her.
"I only ask you, for both our sakes, not to test it too far!"
And taking her hand by force, he crushed it passionately in his own.
But she was only half appeased. Her mind, indeed, was in that miserable
state when love finds its only pleasure in self-torment.
With a secret change of ground she asked him how he was going to spend
the day. He answered, reluctantly, that there was a Diocesan Committee
that would take the afternoon, and that the morning must be largely given
to the preparation of papers.
"But you will come and look in upon me?--you will help me through?"
She raised her shoulders resentfully.
"And you have been, to Whinthorpe already!--Why do you go to Mass every
morning?" she asked, looking up. "I know very few Catholics do. I wish
you'd tell me."
He looked embarrassed.
"It has been my custom for a long time," he said at last.
"But _why?_"
"Inquisitive person!"
Her look of pain checked him. He observed her rather sadly and silently
for a moment, then said:
"I will tell you, dear, of course, if you want to know. It is one of the
obligations of the Third Order of St. Francis, to which I belong."
"What does that mean?"
He shortly explained. She cross-examined. He was forced to describe to
her in detail all the main constitutions of the Third Order; its
obligations as to fasting, attendance at Mass, and at the special
meetings of the fraternity; its prescriptions of a rigid simplicity in
life and dress; its prohibition of theatre-going.
She stood amazed. All her old notions of Catholics as gay people, who
practised a free Sunday and allowed you to enjoy yourself, had been long
overthrown by the Catholicism of Bannisdale. But this--this might be
Daffady's Methodism!
"So that is why you would not take us to Whinthorpe the other day to see
that London company?"
"It was an unsuitable play," he said hastily. "Theatres are not wholly
forbidden us; but the exceptions must be few, and the plays such as a
Catholic can see without harm to his conscience."
"But I love acting!" she cried, almost with a sense of suffocation.
"Whenever I could, I got papa to take me to the play. I shall always want
to go."
"There will be nothing to prevent you."
"So that anything is good enough for those who are not tertiaries!" she
cried, confronting him.
Her cheeks burned. Had there been any touch of spiritual arrogance in his
tone?
"I think I shall not answer that," he said, after a pause.
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