We conversed about my business. They wished me to fill the
church in Calcutta very much; but advised me to wait some time,
and to cherish the same views. To Mr. Wilberforce I went into a
detail of my views, and the reasons that had operated on my
mind. The conversation of Mr. Wilberforce and Mr. Grant during
the whole of the day, before the rest of the company, which
consisted of Mr. Johnston, of New South Wales, a French Abbé,
Mrs. Unwin, Mr. H., and other ladies, was edifying; agreeable to
what I should think right for two godly senators, planning some
means of bringing before Parliament propositions for bettering
the moral state of the colony of Botany Bay. At evening worship
Mr. W. expounded Sacred Scripture with serious plainness, and
prayed in the midst of his large household.
In _The Life of William Wilberforce_, by his sons, we find this
passage introduced by the remark, 'It is delightful to contrast with
his own language the observation of one who, with as holy and as
humble a soul, was just entering on his brief but glorious course:'
Martyn 'drank tea at Mr. Newton's; the old man was very civil to me,
and striking in his remarks in general.' Next day:
Read Isaiah. At one, we went to hear the charge delivered to the
missionaries at the New London Tavern, in Cheapside. There was
nothing remarkable in it, but the conclusion was affecting. I
shook hands with the two missionaries, Melchior Rayner and Peter
Hartwig, and almost wished to go with them, but certainly to go
to India. Returned, and read Isaiah.
From the ever recurring distractions of his soul, caused now by 'a
despicable indulgence in lying in bed,' and again by the interruptions
of visitors, he sought refuge frequently in fasting and ascetic
self-denial, and occasionally in writing verse:
Composed some poetry during my walk, which often has a tendency
to divert my thoughts from the base distractions of this life,
and to purify and elevate it to higher subjects.... On my way
to Mr. Simeon's, heard part of the service in King's Chapel. The
sanctity of the place, and the music, brought heaven and eternal
things, and the presence of God, very near to me.
He seems to have competed for the Seatonian Prize. He was an ardent
lover of Nature.
Walked out before breakfast, and the beauties of the opening
spring constrained me to adoration and praise. But no earthly
object or operation can produce true spirituality of heart. My
present failing is in this, that I do not feel the power of
motives.
Of another walk he writes:
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