English fiction -- 20th century; Lancashire (England) -- Fiction
They went, and Reuben exhibited his factory with thoroughness, with the
zest of a man who had created it, but now and then with the impatience
of the expert who does not concede enough to the slow-following thought
of the lay mind. Edward began with every intention to appreciate, but as
Reuben explained the processes, found nothing but antipathy grow within
him.
He breathed a foul, hot, dust-laden air, he hadn’t a mechanical turn of
mind and was mystified by operations which Reuben imagined he expounded
lucidly. Once the thread was lost, the whole affair was simply
puzzlement and he had the feeling of groping in a fog, a hideously
noisy fog, where wheels monotonously went round, spinning mules beat
senselessly to and fro and dirty men and women looked resentfully at
him. It seemed to him a hell worse than any Dante had described, with
sufferers more hopeless, bound in stupid misery. He was not thinking of
the sufferers with any great humanitarianism: they were of a lower order
and this no doubt was all that they were fit for. He was thinking of
them with disgust, objecting to breathe the same air, revolted by their
smells, but he was conscious of, at least, some sentiment of pity. If
he had understood the meaning of it all, he felt that he would have seen
things like these in true perspective, but he missed the keys to it,
was nauseated when he ought to have been interested and his attempted
queries grew less and less to the point.
Reuben perceived at last that he was lecturing an inattentive audience.
“Come into the office,” he said, and in that humaner place, with its
great bureau, its library of ledgers and its capacious chairs for
callers, where the engine throbbed with a diminished hum, Edward tried
to collect his thoughts. “This,” Reuben emphasized, “is where I do my
work. I go through the factory twice a day, otherwise, I am to be found
in here. A glass of wine to wash the dust out of your throat?”
Edward was grateful: but wine could not wash his repugnance away. “Well,
now,” asked Reuben, “what do you think?”
“Frankly, sir, I am hardly capable of thought.”
“No,” said Reuben meditatively. “No. Its bigness takes the breath away.”
But Edward was not thinking of bigness. “If I say anything now which
appears strange to you, I hope you will attribute it to my inexperience.
I am thinking of those people I have seen. To spend so many hours a day
in such conditions seems to me a very dreadful thing.”
“Work has to be done, Edward, and they are used to it. You will find
that there are only two sorts of people in this world, the drivers and
the driven.” He leaned forward in his chair. “Which are you going to
be?”
“I?” The personal application caught him unawares, then he mentally
pulled himself together. If he was in for it, he could meet it.
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