English fiction -- 20th century; Lancashire (England) -- Fiction
What it came to was that some one must clear the air, some one must
break this painful silence they were, by common consent, keeping about
the subject uppermost in their minds. In a few days now Edward
would return to Oxford for his last term and it must be understood,
explicitly, that when he came home it was to begin his apprenticeship at
the factory. Get this thing finally settled, get it definitely stated in
terms on both sides, and Dorothy would cease to make a grief of it. It
was the inconclusiveness, he thought, which perturbed her.
Edward had a Greek text on his knee when Reuben went into the
drawing-room: he might or he might not have been reading it. He might
have been conscious that Dorothy had suddenly got up and thrown the
curtains back from the window and had opened it and stood there now as
if she needed air. Reuben had the tact to make no comment.
He sat down. Then he said, “Edward, I have been thinking of the time
when I was your age and it came into my mind that had I then been shown
a factory such as I showed you the other week, I should have thought it
a very atrocious sight. I couldn’t, of course, actually have been shown
such a place when I was your age, for there were no such places. Steam
was in its infancy. But I put the matter as I do to show you that I
understand the feelings you did not trouble to conceal.”
“Thank you, sir,” said Edward. “I have to acknowledge that I was not
complimentary to your achievement. I was not thinking of it as an
achievement, but I, too, have been thinking and I see how cubbishly I
failed in my appreciation.”
“Come,” said Reuben, “this is better.”
“As far as it goes, sir, yes. But I am not to go much further. In the
shock of seeing the ugliness of that place, I believe that I forgot my
manners--more than my manners. I forgot your mastery of steam. I forgot
that having turned manufacturer, you became a great manufacturer. I--”
he hesitated. “I am not trying to be handsome. I am trying to be just.”
“Just?”
“And, believe me, trying not to be smug. I only plead, sir, that I am
old enough to know my own tastes.”
“Are you? I can only look back to myself, Edward, and I am certain that
when I was your age, I had no taste for work.”
“A barrister’s is a busy life, sir. That is what I seek to persuade
you.”
“And I grant you that it may be. I will grant even that you may have a
taste for work, and work of a legal kind. And I have still to ask you if
you think it right to put selfish tastes in front of plain duty.”
“Oh, why did you send me to Oxford, sir? Why, if you destined me for the
factory, did you first show me the pleasantness of the world?”
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