Christian fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
It may be imagined, then, with what sharp sting of pride, what
miserable sense of weakness and failure, he writhed, as Memory now
flung open the doors of her silent gallery, and showed him sombre
picture after picture, representing his own figure in divers
humiliating positions. It shrank from the utterance of its strong
convictions of right; it gave way to the assaults of a poor ambition;
it drifted with circumstance; it was driven to and fro like a
shuttlecock between outward temptation and inward passion; it was
successively a fighting rowdy, a blind lunatic, an insensate drunkard.
Not that these representations were all true in tone, unexaggerated in
color, and correct in sentiment. Often, there is nothing more
difficult than to fix upon the exact point where the plain boundary
line between right and wrong was crossed; and neither pride nor remorse
is apt to do it correctly. Some steps may have been taken upon a kind
of debatable ground; had the march been arrested at any one of these,
its tendency would have been different. In reviewing his conduct,
Bergan failed to do justice either to his uncle's undeniable claims to
his respectful consideration, up to the point where he had been
required to follow him into a low bar-room, or to the real beauty and
worth of some of his own feelings and motives. Looking back, he
saw--or seemed to see--only a pitiable career of irresolution and moral
cowardice, ending in disgrace. Covering his face with his hands, as if
to shut out the unwelcome sight, he groaned aloud.
To his surprise, the groan was distinctly prolonged and repeated. Was
it the responsive wail of the ancestral spirits, mourning over their
degenerate scion, or only the sympathizing echo of the ancestral walls?
Springing to his feet, he beheld a tall, erect figure standing on the
hearth, showing strangely weird and unearthly by the flickering blaze
of a few dying embers. Not till it turned and came toward him did he
recognize the dusky features and age-whitened hair of Maumer Rue.
"I hope that it is not on my account that you are up at this time of
night," said he, gravely.
"You forget that night and day are both alike to me," she quietly
answered. "Are you better?"
"Much better, thank you." And he added after a moment,--"How came I
here?"
"Brick found you in the avenue. By my direction, you were brought in.
At first, it was thought that you had been thrown from your horse,
but--"
Rue paused.
"I understand," said Bergan, bitterly. "I was drunk."
Rue did not immediately answer. It was only after some moments that
she said, earnestly;--
"Master Bergan, I am an old woman. I have seen four generations of
your house,--I have nursed two,--and I have spent my life in its
service. If it had been my own, I could not have loved it better, nor
felt its welfare nearer my heart. If these things give me any right to
say a word of warning to you, let me say it now!"
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