Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinsterYonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
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Hopes and Fears: or, scenes from the life of a spinster
Yonge, Charlotte M. (Charlotte Mary)
England -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction; Single women -- Fiction
'Oh! it has made me so happy,' said Honor, hardly trusting her voice; 'I
don't know how to yield it up.'
Those understanding eyes of Lucilla's were drinking in each word, but
Uncle Kit ruthlessly said--'There, it's your walking time, children; you
go out now.'
Honora followed up his words with her orders, and Lucille obeyed, only
casting another wistful look, as if she knew her fate hung in the scales.
It was showing tact such as could hardly have been expected from the
little impetuous termagant, and was the best pleading for her cause, for
her uncle's first observation was--'A wonder! Six months back, there
would have been an explosion!'
'I am glad you think them improved.'
'Civilized beings, not plagues. You have been very good to them;' and as
she intimated her own pleasure in them, he continued--'It will be better
for them at Castle Blanch to have been a little broken in; the change
from his indulgence would have been terrible.'
'If it were possible to leave them with me, I should be so happy,' at
length gasped Honora, meeting an inquiring dart from the captain's eyes,
as he only made an interrogative sound as though to give himself time to
think, and she proceeded it broken sentences--'If their uncle and aunt
did not so very much wish for them--perhaps--I could--'
'Well,' said Captain Charteris, apparently so little aided by his
thoughts as to see no hope of overcoming his perplexity without
expressing it, 'the truth is that, though I had not meant to say anything
of it, for I think relations should come first, I believe poor Sandbrook
would have preferred it.' And while her colour deepened, and she locked
her trembling fingers together to keep them still, he went on. 'Yes! you
can't think how often I called myself a dozen fools for having parted him
from his children! Never held up his head again! I could get him to
take interest in nothing--every child he saw he was only comparing to one
or other of them. After the year turned, and he talked of coming home,
he was more cheerful; but strangely enough, for those last days at
Hyeres, though he seemed better, his spirits sank unaccountably, and he
_would_ talk more of the poor little thing that he lost than of these!
Then he had a letter from you which set him sighing, and wishing they
could always have such care! Altogether, I thought to divert him by
taking him on that expedition, but-- Well, I've been provoked with him
many a time, but there was more of the _real thing_ in him than in the
rest of us, and I feel as if the best part of our family were gone.'
'And this was all? He was too ill to say much afterwards?'
'Couldn't speak when he rang in the morning! Was gone by that time next
day. Now,' added the captain, after a silence, 'I tell you candidly that
my feeling is that the ordinary course is right. I think Charles ought
to take the children, and the children ought to be with Charles.'
'If you think so,' began Honor, with failing hopes.
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