To employ a childish phrase—it best fits the occasion—I grew madder and
madder, until at last matters within me rose to such a height, that when
he began to tell of his brother’s house in Buffalo, and to dwell upon
the peculiarities of its furniture, I felt peculiar enough to hurl all
of mine at him.
The number of things I thought of that evening would form a library of
energetic literature. Among other resolves, I determined from that day
on, if I lived till my hair whitened—lived till I raised my third or
fourth crop of teeth, never, _never_, to give Randolph Chance another
thought. There was one comfort: he did not know, nor did any one else,
what a complete goose I had made of myself; but, though I _had_ been
most foolish, thanks to a sober, Puritanic ancestry, I still had myself
in hand; my hysterics had been occasional and secluded, and I was not
wholly gone daft. I could recover; I would! and then, if ever he came to
my feet, he would learn that some things don’t rise, after once they are
cold.
I was calm enough when he at last decided to go, and instead of running
on excitedly, as I had been vaguely conscious of doing part of the
evening, I really conversed. Indeed, to speak modestly, I think I was
rather interesting. I had forgotten what he had called for. So had
he—apparently.
All I hoped was that he did not intend to bore me with frequent
repetitions of this call. I had better use for my evenings than such
waste of time as chatting with him. I cast about me for some suitable
excuse to shut off future inflictions, and at last hit upon one that I
thought might answer.
“I suppose I must sacrifice myself for a while,” I said cheerfully; “I
have had a deal of business swoop down upon me, and in order to dispatch
it, must shut myself up for a time, and forego the joys of society.”
Instantly his old embarrassment came back upon him, as a small boy’s
enemy—supposed to be vanquished—darts around the corner, and renews the
attack.
He started to go; came back; returned to the door; again came back;
colored vividly—looked at me imploringly. And as I looked at him my
anger, my coldness—all vanished, and I exclaimed:
“Randolph Chance, why _don’t_ you say it!”
“Some things are awfully hard to say. I can write—— Oh Constance! you
might have mercy on me!”
“Well,” I said, laughing—I could almost see the light upon my face—“I
suppose you want me to marry you.”
“You can’t get away now!” he cried, a second later.
The walls heard a much-smothered voice—
“I don’t want to.”
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