London (England) -- Fiction; Satire; Suffragists -- Fiction
Privately he did feel unreasonably conceited about the rescue. He would
have admitted that the impulse to gather Aitch and Zed beneath his
prostrate form had been unconscious, but he considered that unconscious
heroism proves heroism deeply ingrained. Nevertheless, the people who
voice your conceit for you are only a little less trying than the people
who relieve you of the duty of being humble. One must do these things
for oneself.
Mr. Dallas Tring was glad to have accomplished his duty, which was not
spontaneous, but had been impressed upon him by his wife. Left to
himself he would have said: “Say, that was good of you. I’d have been
cut up if anything had happened to the kids.”
His wife not having warned him how to proceed, he began now to talk
about the banana crops. It was only towards the end of the interview
that he risked himself once more upon the quicksands of emotion.
“Look here, you know, it’s altogether unspeakable—what I owe you. Those
are the only children we have. Aitch is a fine boy, don’t you think?”
“Fine,” agreed the gardener, relieved to be allowed a loophole of escape
from, “Not at all.”
“You’re a fine boy yourself,” added Mr. Tring. “When you get well, will
you come and help me?”
“What to do?”
“To start again.”
“Oh, yes,” replied the gardener. “I love starting again. What I never
can do is to go on.”
After this the gardener, considered to be stronger, was allowed to see
Mrs. Rust again. She was now but little better than a fretful echo of
Courtesy.
Some people seem born to walk alone, and others there are who are never
seen without a group behind them. Courtesy was as far a leader of men as
can be compatible with having no destination to lead them to. She never
knew what it was to be without a “circle.” Acquaintances were as
necessary to her as air, and she used them, as she used air, innocently
for her own ends.
Mrs. Rust never attained to the dignity either of being alone or the
leader of a group, though she worshipped independence. She believed she
had bought precedence of Courtesy for £200 a year.
And on the occasion of this visit to the gardener, she believed that she
was about to shock and surprise that wise young man.
“Do you know what I have done?” she asked, when she had to some extent
overcome the nervous cautiousness of behaviour impressed upon her by the
absent Courtesy.
“I do not,” said the gardener, whose gently irreverent manner towards
her was his salvation in her eyes. “It’s sure to be something that any
one else would be ashamed of doing.”
Mrs. Rust bridled. “It was partly to annoy you that I did it,” she said.
“Because you dared to advise me not to. I have sent my son Samuel a
cheque, so as to launch his hotel.”
“Rash woman,” protested the gardener. “If you knew your son Samuel as
well as I do——”
“I know he is my son, so he cannot be altogether a fool.”
The gardener bent his thick threatening eyebrows upon her.
“Do you know what else I have done?” she continued.
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