France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction
But at his words she had grown paler than she was before. Her eyes,
large, dilated, and dark, were fixed upon him with an intensity of gaze
which almost startled him. He thought that she was about to faint, that
the emotions of the past half hour had been too much for her overstrung
nerves. He took her hand, and gently dragged her into the living-room.
She sank into a chair, as if utterly weary and exhausted, and he,
forgetting his danger, forgetting the world and all else besides, knelt
at her feet, and held her hands in his.
She sat bolt upright, her great eyes still fixed upon him. At first it
seemed as if he could not be satiated with looking at her; he felt as if
he had never, never really seen her. She had been a dream of beauty to
him ever since that awful afternoon when he had held her, half fainting,
in his arms, and had dragged her under the shelter of his roof.
From that hour he had worshipped her: she had cast over him the magic
spell of her refinement, her beauty, that aroma of youth and innocence
which makes such a strong appeal to the man of sentiment.
He had worshipped her and not tried to understand. He would have deemed
it almost sacrilege to pry into the mysteries of her inner self, of that
second nature in her which at times made her silent, and almost morose,
and cast a lurid gloom over her young beauty.
And though his love for her had grown in intensity, it had remained as
heaven born as he deemed her to be--the love of a mortal for a saint,
the ecstatic adoration of a St Francis for his Madonna.
Sir Percy Blakeney had called Déroulède an idealist. He was that, in the
strictest sense, and Juliette had embodied all that was best in his
idealism.
It was for the first time to-day, that he had held her hand just for a
moment longer than mere conventionality allowed. The first kiss on her
finger-tips had sent the blood rushing wildly to his heart; but he still
worshipped her, and gazed upon her as upon a divinity.
She sat bolt upright in the chair, abandoning her small, cold hands to
his burning grasp.
His very senses ached with the longing to clasp her in his arms, to draw
her to him, and to feel her pulses beat closer against his. It was
almost torture now to gaze upon her beauty--that small, oval face,
almost like a child's, the large eyes which at times had seemed to be
blue but which now appeared to be a deep, unfathomable colour, like the
tempestuous sea.
"Juliette!" he murmured at last, as his soul went out to her in a
passionate appeal for the first kiss.
A shudder seemed to go through her entire frame, her very lips turned
white and cold, and he, not understanding, timorous, chivalrous and
humble, thought that she was repelled by his ardour and frightened by a
passion to which she was too pure to respond.
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