France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction
Never once did she detect horror or loathing. He had tried to save her
from being further humiliated before his mother, but there was no hatred
or contempt in his eyes, when he realised that she had been unmasked by
a trick.
She looked and looked, for there was no hope in her, not even despair.
There was nothing in her mind, nothing in her soul, but a great
pall-like blank.
Then gradually, as the minutes sped on, she saw the strong soul within
him make a sudden fight against the darkness of his despair: the
movement of the fingers became less listless; the powerful, energetic
figure straightened itself out; remembrance of other matters, other
interests than his own began to lift the overwhelming burden of his
grief.
He remembered the letter-case containing the compromising papers. A
vague wonder arose in him as to Juliette's motives in warding off,
through her concealment of it, the inevitable moment of its discovery by
Merlin.
The thought that her entire being had undergone a change, and that she
now wished to save him, never once entered his mind; if it had, he would
have dismissed it as the outcome of maudlin sentimentality, the conceit
of the fop, who believes his personality to be irresistible.
His own self-torturing humility pointed but to the one conclusion: that
she had fooled him all along; fooled him when she sought his protection;
fooled him when she taught him to love her; fooled him, above all, at
the moment when, subjugated by the intensity of his passion, he had for
one brief second ceased to worship in order to love.
When the bitter remembrance of that moment of sweetest folly rushed back
to his aching brain, then at last did he look up at her with one final,
agonised look of reproach, so great, so tender, and yet so final, that
Anne Mie, who saw it, felt as if her own heart would break with the pity
of it all.
But Juliette had caught the look too. The tension of her nerves seemed
suddenly to relax. Memory rushed back upon her with tumultuous
intensity. Very gradually her knees gave beneath her, and at last she
knelt down on the floor before him, her golden head bent under the
burden of her guilt and her shame.
CHAPTER XVI
Under arrest.
Déroulède did not attempt to go to her.
Only presently, when the heavy footsteps of Merlin and his men were once
more heard upon the landing, she quietly rose to her feet.
She had accomplished her act of humiliation and repentance, there before
them all. She looked for the last time upon those whom she had so deeply
wronged, and in her heart spoke an eternal farewell to that great, and
mighty, and holy love which she had called forth and then had so
hopelessly crushed.
Now she was ready for the atonement.
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