I do not know whether it is common to dream of faces or figures strange
to our waking knowledge, but occasionally I have done this. I suppose
it is much the same kind of invention that causes the person we dream
of to say or do a thing unexpected to us. But this is rather common,
and the creation of a novel aspect, the physiognomy of a stranger, in
the person we dream of, is rather rare. In all my dreams I can recall
but one presence of the kind. I have never dreamed of any sort of
monster foreign to my knowledge, or even of any grotesque thing made
up of elements familiar to it; the grotesqueness has always been in
the motive or circumstance of the dream. I have very seldom dreamed of
animals, though once, when I was a boy, for a time after I had passed a
corn-field where there were some bundles of snakes, writhen and knotted
together in the cold of an early spring day, I had dreams infested by
like images of these loathsome reptiles. I suppose that every one has
had dreams of finding his way through unnamable filth, and of feeding
upon hideous carnage; these are clearly the punishment of gluttony, and
are the fumes of a rebellious stomach.
I have heard people say they have sometimes dreamed of a thing, and
awakened from their dream, and then fallen asleep and dreamed of the
same thing; but I believe that this is all one continuous dream; that
they did not really awaken, but only dreamed that they awakened. I
have never had any such dream, but at one time I had a recurrent
dream, which was so singular that I thought no one else had ever had
a recurrent dream till I proved that it was rather common by starting
the inquiry in the Contributors’ Club in the _Atlantic Monthly_, when
I found that great numbers of people have recurrent dreams. My own
recurrent dreams began to come during the first year of my consulate
at Venice, where I had hoped to find the same kind of poetic dimness
on the phases of American life, which I wished to treat in literature,
as the distance in time would have given. I should not wish any such
dimness now; but those were my romantic days, and I was sorely baffled
by its absence. The disappointment began to haunt my nights as well as
my days, and a dream repeated itself from week to week for a matter
of eight or ten months to one effect. I dreamed that I had gone home
to America, and that people met me and said, “Why, you have given up
your place!” and I always answered: “Certainly not; I haven’t done
at all what I mean to do there, yet. I am only here on my ten days’
leave.” I meant the ten days which a consul might take each quarter
without applying to the Department of State; and then I would reflect
how impossible it was that I should make the visit in that time. I saw
that I should be found out, and dismissed from my office and publicly
disgraced. Then, suddenly, I was not consul at Venice, and had not
been, but consul at Delhi in India; and the distress I felt would
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