Starting from the old "Method" course (which, despite my failure, I knew
back and forth and inside out), I had begun to evolve for myself a whole
new course of private study. Much of this, I anticipated, I should be
able to pursue at the college; for the rest the British Museum and the
Patent Office Library would serve. The germ of my notion lay (or at
least began) in certain questions that bore on the consolidation of
Commercial Distribution; and I fancied, rightly as it turned out, that
my idea was in harmony with the broader developments of the day. More
than that I need not say. All that concerns this story is that my new
inspiration landed me straightway in a dilemma. On the one hand, the
newness of the idea proved to be the foundation of my fortune, on the
other, because of its very newness, and because it surpassed the terms
of the then known, it appeared to those who wanted to know "what
Jeffries was about," a subterfuge and a blind for something else. In a
small sense, as you are aware, it was that; in a larger one it
emphatically was not.
It is odd what difference a New Year makes in such colleges as ours. The
influx of new students always drives the older ones more closely
together, so that a person with whom the previous term you had little
more than a nodding acquaintance becomes, when you meet again, almost an
old friend. You have memories and associations in common that the
new-comers know nothing about, and quasi-amicable rearrangements are
made. I may say at once that it was not this that finally drove me into
Miss Windus's arms, but it helped in the early stages by breaking down
other resistances, and so made our extraordinary subsequent relation
possible.
Evie had told me, on the night when I had first walked home with her to
Woburn Place, that she usually went home either alone or else with Miss
Windus, who lived in Percy Street, Tottenham Court Road; and while I, of
course, had gone no farther than the gate, Miss Windus, I knew, had on
more than one occasion gone in to supper. In the new order of things
(which included Archie's "home from home") the three of them not
infrequently went to Woburn Place together, and I began to see his light
near the Foundling Hospital more and more rarely as I passed. Of course
it didn't at all follow that because he was not in his own quarters he
was at Woburn Place; I knew for a fact that very often he was not; and I
learned from Mackie, whom I ran into one evening as I was returning from
Rixon Tebb & Masters', and to whom I forced myself to talk, that on at
least one recent occasion Master Archie had been seen flying a
none-too-steadily-balanced kite in the neighbourhood of Leicester
Square. The "home from home" was a capital one from the point of view of
Mrs. Merridew, no doubt; but from that of Miss Soames the aunt, into
whose house, whether she knew it or not, some whiff at least of another
atmosphere was being brought, the thing seemed very open indeed to
question.
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