In Beaver Cove and ElsewhereCrim, Matt (Martha Jane)
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In Beaver Cove and Elsewhere
Crim, Matt (Martha Jane)
Georgia -- Fiction; Short stories, American
"Yes, yes; that is what I am longing to do. The secret has become a
burden to me: I want to be assured that I have acted rightly about her
marriage. You remember my husband’s brother, Lawrence Capelle?"
"Well, very well; a handsome young fellow, but rather wild."
"And lovable with it all. He died while my husband and I were in
France—we were there three years—and before his death he wrote to
Anthony, begging him to look after the welfare of a child, a baby, and
giving the history of his attachment to a beautiful quadroon in New
Orleans. Her mother had been a slave, but this girl had been born free,
received a very good education, and grew up superior to her class. She
had loved him with rare faith and tenderness, and died at the birth of
the child."
"They were not married, of course?"
"Married? Oh, no; but he had really been quite fond of her, and he
dwelt at length upon the beauty and intelligence of the child. We came
home very quietly, and before going to our own house, or betraying our
presence to even intimate friends, we sought her out, and the moment I
took her in my arms, looked into her eyes—Lawrence’s own beautiful gray
eyes, smiling with innocent fearlessness straight into my own—my heart
went out to her in such a gush of love, pity, tenderness, I did not feel
that I could ever be parted from her. Father, she was the loveliest,
most lovable child I ever saw. We adopted her, we made her our very
own, and no one knew that she had not really been born to us abroad. Not
even to you, Father, did we confess the truth. The war came then, and
Anthony died at Vicksburg; but I could not feel utterly alone, utterly
bereft, while I had Madeline. I made plans for her; I said that she
should never know that she was not truly my own child. Her training, her
education, became the absorbing interest of my life. After the close of
the war I thought it best for her sake to leave New Orleans, to seek a
new and more obscure home, away from old friends, old ties. If we
remained there she might in some way learn the truth. We came here, you
and my lawyer alone knowing where to find us. I have brought her up
most carefully. She is refined, beautiful, accomplished, and innocent
as a young girl should be, but you can see for yourself what she is. I
instilled the strongest race prejudices into her mind. I impressed it
upon her that the negro is an inferior creature, a servant of servants,
to be treated with kindness, but never to be considered an equal; for a
morbid fear that her mother’s blood would betray itself in some coarse
or degraded taste, haunted me. But I am no longer afraid for her. Have
I acted with wisdom? Have I done well to lift her up?"
"Assuredly; only"—he reflected a moment—"only your extreme course in
regard to color prejudice would make the truth a hundredfold harder to
bear should she discover it."
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