"You are tired, Melville," said Sir William, "and you have honestly
earned your weariness."
"I hope that I have served you well, Sir William," I replied. I was
thoroughly sincere when I said this. God knows that I had cause only to
like Sir William Howe, and in truth I did like him. I thought of him as
a good man in the wrong place.
"Yes, you have done well," he said, "but I did not send for you merely
to help me in this work. I wished to break up the plans for that silly
duel that you and Lieutenant Belfort are trying to arrange. Do not
flush; none of your friends have betrayed you. I heard of it through a
proper channel. I could have arrested and punished you both, but I
preferred a milder method. I liked you from the first, Lieutenant
Melville, and I do not wish my young officers to kill one another. You
cannot serve either the king, me, or one another by sharpening your
swords on the bones of your comrades. No protestations, but understand
that I forbid this! Do I wish either you or Lieutenant Belfort to come
to me with British blood on his hands? Is it not bad enough when the
Englishmen of the Old World and the New are cutting one another's
throats?"
It was a time when silence became me, and in truth no answer was needed.
Sir William seemed to be excited. He walked hurriedly back and forth,
and apparently forgot the lowness of my rank when he continued,--
"I have been blamed by a numerous and powerful party in England because
I have not pushed the campaign more vigorously, because I have not used
more severity. I say this to you, a young man, because every one knows
it. A wasted country, burning towns, and slaughtered people do not look
so bad when they are thousands of miles away. But put yourself in my
place, in the place of the general-in-chief. Did I wish to kill the sons
and grandsons of Englishmen? Did I wish to waste this English domain,
greater than England herself? I hoped, when leaving England, that the
quarrel would be made up, that all Englishmen would remain brethren. My
brother and I made offers, and I still hoped, even after the battle of
Long Island and our capture of New York, that the rebels would come back
to us. But they have not, and those who remain loyal, like the rich of
this city and New York, do not seem to know the temper and resources of
their own countrymen who oppose us. How could I fight well with the
torch of peace in one hand and the torch of war in the other? There must
be either peace or war. A country cannot have both at the same time."
"It is certain," I said, "that if any other country possessed these
colonies it would not have treated them as well as England has done."
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