In making that assertion I was thoroughly sincere. While convinced that
we had ample cause for rebellion, I had always felt that the cause would
have been much greater had our mother nation been any other than
England. She ruled us mildly or rather let us rule ourselves until we
grew strong and proud, and then suddenly and against the wishes of many
of her best, sought to give us a master when we had never known one.
"It is true, or at least I hope so," said Sir William, "but that does
not end the war. How are we to achieve the conquest of a country six or
seven times as large as England, and inhabited by a people of our own
race and spirit? If we beat an army in one place, another appears
elsewhere; if we hold a city, it is merely an island in a sea of rebels,
and we cannot convert the whole thirteen colonies into one huge camp!"
As I have said before, Sir William seemed much agitated. I noticed a
letter with the royal seal lying upon the table, to which his eyes
frequently turned and which he took in his hand several times, though he
did not reopen it in my presence. I judged that its contents were
unpleasant to him, though I could not guess their nature. That and his
agitation would account for the extraordinary freedom with which he
spoke to me, a comparative stranger. And I was sincerely sorry for him,
knowing his unfitness for the task in which he had failed, and believing
too that he bore my countrymen no ill will. He continued his uneasy walk
for a few minutes, and then sitting down endeavoured to compose
himself.
"Do not repeat any of the things that I have said to you, Melville; see
that you do not," he said to me; but he added in a lower tone, as if to
himself, "But I know of no good reason why my opinions should not be
heard."
I assured him that nothing he had said would be repeated by me, and in
truth I had no thought of doing so, even before he gave his caution.
"Melville," he said, "you are tired and sleepy, and so am I. I shall not
send you to your quarters, but there is a lounge in the anteroom upon
which Vivian sleeps. You may take his place there to-night, and consider
yourself the commander of my guard. Merely see that the sentinels are on
duty at the door and have received proper instructions. Then you may go
to sleep."
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