Mrs. Christmas had just received an East London local paper, in which
some youthful poet had poured forth his rhapsodies over Annie Brunel and
her ’Juliet.’ There was nothing remarkable in the verses, except that
the author hoped to meet Miss Brunel in heaven. This was natural
enough. The almost inevitable climax of a commonplace poem is heaven,
simply because heaven is the only idealism of commonplace minds. It is
almost a matter of necessity, therefore, that hymns should end with
"above," or "Eden," or "Paradise;" and that magazine poets should lay
down their pen with a sigh of relief when they have left their readers
somewhere among the fixed stars.
"It is kind of him to suppose that an actress may get to heaven at all,"
said Annie Brunel, when Mrs. Christmas had read the verses.
Once or twice before Will had remarked this tendency towards bitterness
of feeling in the young girl’s contemplation of the non-professional
world. He could not divine its cause. He was vexed to see it; and now
he said, boldly:
"You ought not to speak like that, Miss Brunel. You wrong both yourself
and those of whom you speak. You really have imbibed—I don’t know how—a
singular prejudice against people out of your own profession."
"Don’t they refuse in France to bury actors in consecrated ground?"
"If they did, the freaks of a clergy should never be blamed upon the
people of any country. I suppose the priests, through the use of the
confessional, were so dismayed about the prospects of their charge in
the next world, that they thought this distinction the only piece of
worldly consolation they could give them. But indeed, Miss Brunel, you
must abandon that touch of Bohemianism which you unconsciously allow to
escape you sometimes, and which is unfair to——"
"I won’t have you argue for these people," she said, with a smile. "I
was glad you came here this morning, for I want to win you over to us.
Didn’t I say, Lady Jane, when I first met him, that he was so unlike the
other—what shall I call them?—outsiders? Well, perhaps it is foolish of
me to talk about these people, for I know nothing whatever of them; but
I have been educated to consider them as so much raw material to be
deluded and impressed by stage effect, and I shall never be able to
regard them as anything else than strangers. Haven’t you seen the
little girl in pink cotton and spangles who stands by while her father
is performing tricks before a lot of village people? Haven’t you seen
her watch all the faces round, calculating the effect of the
performance, and wondering how much it will produce in halfpence? No,
you needn’t laugh: that is precisely my attitude and feeling towards the
public."
"You may tell that to one who has never seen you on the stage," said
Will. "I _know_ that you have no more thought of calculating the effect
of what you are doing than the music of a violin has."
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