Great Britain -- History -- Civil War, 1642-1649 -- Fiction
“I do not think he would; their natures were wholly different. But,
child, it is of hearts, not of politics, I would speak. Do you quite
realise what you are doing when you vow you will never again see the man
who for so long has devotedly loved you?”
“It is he who has changed,” said Hilary, fighting hard to keep the tears
out of her eyes.
“It is true,” said the Doctor, “that no young and unformed nature could
possibly have lived in London through these perplexing years without
growth and development. But as a lover, he is unchanged, absolutely
constant, and broken-hearted at this untoward dispute. Is there no hope
that you will reconsider what you said? He quite admits that he might
have explained things more considerately yesterday, but you were both of
you stirred by the news of the fighting.”
Hilary stifled her inclination to yield; the very sound of the word
“fighting” had called back her powers of resistance.
“And to-day when we have just heard how the rebel troops have defiled
Worcester Cathedral you think to find me more amenable?” she exclaimed,
indignantly. “Tell Gabriel, sir, that I am more than ever resolved to
have nothing to do with those who side with the Parliament. He has given
me up for what he calls the ‘country’ and, pray, tell him that I care
only for the King.”
In her sparkling eyes, in the hard look which dawned in the naturally
sweet face, the doctor saw that his mission was hopeless. Very sadly he
bade her farewell, convinced that further words would only strengthen
her in her resolve; his keen, all-observant eyes seemed for a moment to
look her through and through, then, with profound gravity, he turned and
walked back to the house.
Hilary, with a heavy heart, sauntered aimlessly along beside the moat.
She was not well pleased with herself, for as she grew cooler she
perceived that her last words had not rung true, and if there was one
thing she prided herself on, it was on a high standard of truth and
honour. Was it absolutely the case that she cared only for the King? Was
her loyal devotion to an unseen head of the State to eclipse every
other claim? She pictured Gabriel’s face as he received her curt, cold
message, and her pride began to waver; slowly she re-crossed the lawns
towards the house--should she not add some more kindly word? Was it not
possible to be true to her notion of loyalty yet less harsh to the man
who loved her?
Glancing up at the study window she saw the old whitehaired Bishop, and
remembered how infinitely more thoughtful for Gabriel he had been. Yet
no one could dare to call his loyalty in question. What was it that made
him view the matter so differently?
Drawing nearer she saw that he was standing with clasped hands and
closed eyes, his serene face showing plainly that he was in a region far
above the petty divisions and difficulties of English life.
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