He stopped her off without knowing
it, and by the time he had been a minute in the shop she felt herself
saved.
That was from the first minute how she thought of it. There were again
other persons with whom she was occupied, and again the situation could
only be expressed by their silence. It was expressed, of a truth, in a
larger phrase than ever yet, for her eyes now spoke to him with a kind
of supplication. “Be quiet, be quiet!” they pleaded; and they saw his
own reply: “I’ll do whatever you say; I won’t even look at you—see,
see!” They kept conveying thus, with the friendliest liberality, that
they wouldn’t look, quite positively wouldn’t. What she was to see was
that he hovered at the other end of the counter, Mr. Buckton’s end, and
surrendered himself again to that frustration. It quickly proved so
great indeed that what she was to see further was how he turned away
before he was attended to, and hung off, waiting, smoking, looking
about the shop; how he went over to Mr. Cocker’s own counter and
appeared to price things, gave in fact presently two or three orders
and put down money, stood there a long time with his back to her,
considerately abstaining from any glance round to see if she were free.
It at last came to pass in this way that he had remained in the shop
longer than she had ever yet known to do, and that, nevertheless, when
he did turn about she could see him time himself—she was freshly taken
up—and cross straight to her postal subordinate, whom some one else had
released. He had in his hand all this while neither letters nor
telegrams, and now that he was close to her—for she was close to the
counter-clerk—it brought her heart into her mouth merely to see him
look at her neighbour and open his lips. She was too nervous to bear
it. He asked for a Post-Office Guide, and the young man whipped out a
new one; whereupon he said he wished not to purchase, but only to
consult one a moment; with which, the copy kept on loan being produced,
he once more wandered off.
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