What was he doing to her? What did he want of her? Well, it was just
the aggravation of his “See here!” She felt at this moment strangely
and portentously afraid of him—had in her ears the hum of a sense that,
should it come to that kind of tension, she must fly on the spot to
Chalk Farm. Mixed with her dread and with her reflexion was the idea
that, if he wanted her so much as he seemed to show, it might be after
all simply to do for him the “anything” she had promised, the
“everything” she had thought it so fine to bring out to Mr. Mudge. He
might want her to help him, might have some particular appeal; though
indeed his manner didn’t denote that—denoted on the contrary an
embarrassment, an indecision, something of a desire not so much to be
helped as to be treated rather more nicely than she had treated him the
other time. Yes, he considered quite probably that he had help rather
to offer than to ask for. Still, none the less, when he again saw her
free he continued to keep away from her; when he came back with his
_Guide_ it was Mr. Buckton he caught—it was from Mr. Buckton he
obtained half-a-crown’s-worth of stamps.
After asking for the stamps he asked, quite as a second thought, for a
postal-order for ten shillings. What did he want with so many stamps
when he wrote so few letters? How could he enclose a postal-order in a
telegram? She expected him, the next thing, to go into the corner and
make up one of his telegrams—half a dozen of them—on purpose to prolong
his presence. She had so completely stopped looking at him that she
could only guess his movements—guess even where his eyes rested.
Finally she saw him make a dash that might have been toward the nook
where the forms were hung; and at this she suddenly felt that she
couldn’t keep it up. The counter-clerk had just taken a telegram from a
slavey, and, to give herself something to cover her, she snatched it
out of his hand. The gesture was so violent that he gave her in return
an odd look, and she also perceived that Mr. Buckton noticed it. The
latter personage, with a quick stare at her, appeared for an instant to
wonder whether his snatching it in _his_ turn mightn’t be the thing she
would least like, and she anticipated this practical criticism by the
frankest glare she had ever given him. It sufficed: this time it
paralysed him; and she sought with her trophy the refuge of the
sounder.
CHAPTER XXI.
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