But she had not, on the morrow, been in the place five minutes before
he was with her again, still more discomposed and quite, now, as she
said to herself, like a frightened child coming to its mother. Her
companions were there, and she felt it to be remarkable how, in the
presence of his agitation, his mere scared exposed nature, she suddenly
ceased to mind. It came to her as it had never come to her before that
with absolute directness and assurance they might carry almost anything
off. He had nothing to send—she was sure he had been wiring all
over—and yet his business was evidently huge. There was nothing but
that in his eyes—not a glimmer of reference or memory. He was almost
haggard with anxiety and had clearly not slept a wink. Her pity for him
would have given her any courage, and she seemed to know at last why
she had been such a fool. “She didn’t come?” she panted.
“Oh yes, she came; but there has been some mistake. We want a
telegram.”
“A telegram?”
“One that was sent from here ever so long ago. There was something in
it that has to be recovered. Something very, very important, please—we
want it immediately.”
He really spoke to her as if she had been some strange young woman at
Knightsbridge or Paddington; but it had no other effect on her than to
give her the measure of his tremendous flurry. Then it was that, above
all, she felt how much she had missed in the gaps and blanks and absent
answers—how much she had had to dispense with: it was now black
darkness save for this little wild red flare. So much as that she saw,
so much her mind dealt with. One of the lovers was quaking somewhere
out of town, and the other was quaking just where he stood. This was
vivid enough, and after an instant she knew it was all she wanted. She
wanted no detail, no fact—she wanted no nearer vision of discovery or
shame. “When was your telegram? Do you mean you sent it from here?” She
tried to do the young woman at Knightsbridge.
“Oh yes, from here—several weeks ago. Five, six, seven”—he was confused
and impatient—“don’t you remember?”
“Remember?” she could scarcely keep out of her face, at the word, the
strangest of smiles.
But the way he didn’t catch what it meant was perhaps even stranger
still. “I mean, don’t you keep the old ones?”
“For a certain time.”
“But how long?”
She thought; she _must_ do the young woman, and she knew exactly what
the young woman would say and, still more, wouldn’t. “Can you give me
the date?”
“Oh God, no! It was some time or other in August—toward the end. It was
to the same address as the one I gave you last night.”
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