In the Dead of Night: A Novel. Volume 2 (of 3)Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
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In the Dead of Night: A Novel. Volume 2 (of 3)
Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
English fiction -- 19th century
With the departure of Lionel Dering from Pincote in disguise, and the
subsequent removal of Edith and Mrs. Garside to London, it would
naturally have been thought that Mr. Tom Bristow’s business in Duxley
was at an end, that he would have bidden the quiet little country town
a long farewell, and have hastened back gladly to the busier haunts of
men. But such was not the case. He still kept on his lodgings in
Duxley. Although he had given notice to leave them three or four times,
when the day came for him to go he had always renewed his tenancy for
another short term; and he still lingered on in a vague, purposeless
sort of way, altogether unusual in one who rather prided himself on his
decisive and business-like mode of conducting the affairs of his
everyday life.
Truth to tell, he could not make up his mind to sever the thread of
connection which bound him to Miss Culpepper; which, frail though it
might be, still continued to hold together; and would, in all
probability, so hold as long as he chose to remain at Duxley, but which
must inevitably be broken for ever the moment he and his portmanteau
bade a final farewell to the pleasant little town. And yet, what folly,
what wild infatuation, it was! as he said to himself a score of times a
day. There was not the remotest prospect of his being able to win Jane
Culpepper for his wife—at least, not during the lifetime of her father.
He had read his own heart and feelings by this time, and he knew that
he loved her. He knew that he, the cool, calculating man of business,
the shrewd speculator, who had never been overmuch inclined to believe
in the romance of love; who had often declared that if he ever were to
marry it would be for money and money only; he who had walked unscathed
under the flashing fire of a thousand feminine eyes, had succumbed at
last, like the most weak-minded of mortals, to the charms of a
country-bred squire’s daughter, who was neither very beautiful, very
wise, very witty, nor, as he believed, very rich.
Yes, he certainly loved her. He owned that to himself now. He knew,
too, that he couldn’t help himself, and that, however foolish his
passion might be, he could not bear to break himself away from it
entirely, as he ought to have done, and put two hundred miles of
distance between himself and her. He preferred to still linger on in
love’s pleasant paradise. Not with his own hands would he consent to
shut the golden gates that would bar him for ever from that sunny
precinct.
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