In the Dead of Night: A Novel. Volume 3 (of 3)Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
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In the Dead of Night: A Novel. Volume 3 (of 3)
Speight, T. W. (Thomas Wilkinson)
English fiction -- 19th century
Day after day he waited with smothered impatience for some further
tidings of Mother Mim. But day after day he waited in vain. Most men,
under such circumstances, would have gone to the place and have made
personal inquiries for themselves. This was precisely what Kester St.
George told himself that he ought to do, but for all that he did not do
it. He shrank, with a repugnance which he could not overcome, from the
thought of any further contact with either Mother Mim or her
surroundings. His tastes, if not refined, were fastidious, and a
shudder of disgust ran through him as often as he remembered that if
what Mother Mim had said were true—and there was something that rang
terribly like truth in her words—then was she—that wretched
creature—his mother, and the filthy hut in which she lay dying his sole
home and heritage. He knew that for the sake of his own interest—of his
own safety—he ought to go and see again this woman who called herself
his mother, but three weeks had come and gone before he could screw his
courage up to the pitch requisite to induce him to do so.
But before this came about, Kester St. George had been left for the
time being, with the exception of certain servants, the sole occupant
of Park Newton. Lionel Dering had gone down to Bath to seek an
interview with Pierre Janvard, with what result has been already seen.
Two days after Lionel’s departure, General St. George was called away
by the sudden illness of an old Indian friend to whom he was most
warmly attached. He left home expecting to be back in four or five days
at the latest; whereas, as it fell out, he did not reach home again for
several weeks.
It was one day when thus left alone, and when the solitude was becoming
utterly intolerable to him, that Kester made up his mind that he would
no longer be a coward, but would go that very afternoon and see for
himself whether Mother Mim were alive or dead. But even after he had
thus determined that there should be no more delay on his part, he
played fast and loose with himself as to whether he should go or not.
Had there come to him any important letter or telegram demanding his
presence fifty miles away, he would have caught at it as a drowning man
catches at a straw. The veriest excuse would have sufficed for the
putting off of his journey for at least one day. But the dull hours
wore themselves away without relief or change of any kind for him, and
when three o’clock came, having first dosed himself heavily with
brandy, he rang the bell and ordered his horse to be brought round.
What might not the next few hours bring to him? he asked himself as he
rode down the avenue. They might perchance be pregnant with doom. Or
death might already have lifted this last bitter burden from his life
by sealing with his bony fingers the only lips that had power to do him
harm.
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