Mrs. Barnes sat very straight. She was engaged in twisting the
honey-spoon round and round so as to catch its last trickling neatly.
Her eyes were fixed on this, and if there was a rebuke in them it was
hidden from me.
'You must forgive me,' she said, carefully winding up the last thread of
honey, 'but as I am not a nice man I fear I cannot join in. Nor, of
course, can Dolly, for the same reason. But I need not say,' she added
earnestly, 'that there is not the slightest reason why you, on your own
terrace, shouldn't, if you wish, imagine yourself to be a nice--'
'Oh no,' I broke in, giving up. 'Oh no, no. I think perhaps you are
right. I do think perhaps it is best to go on with Merivale.'
We finished breakfast with the usual courtesies.
I didn't try to be natural any more.
_September 1st._
Dolly forgot herself this morning.
On the first of the month I pay the bills. Antoine reminded me last
month that this used to be my practice before the war, and I remember
how languidly I roused myself from my meditations on the grass to go
indoors and add up figures. But to-day I liked it. I went in cheerfully.
'This is my day for doing the accounts,' I said to Mrs. Barnes, as she
was about to form the procession to the chairs. 'They take me most of
the morning, so I expect we won't see each other again till luncheon.'
'Dear me,' said Mrs. Barnes sympathetically, 'how very tiresome for you.
Those terrible settling up days. How well I know them, and how I used to
dread them.'
'Yes,' said Dolly--
_Reines Glück geniesst doch nie_
_Wer zahlen soll und weiss nicht wie._
Poor Kitty. We know all about that, don't we.' And she put her arm round
her sister.
Dolly had forgotten herself.
I thought it best not to linger, but to go in quickly to my bills.
Her accent was perfect. I know enough German to know that.
_September 2nd._
We've been a little strained all day in our relations because of
yesterday. Dolly drooped at lunch, and for the first time didn't smile.
Mrs. Barnes, I think, had been rebuking her with more than ordinary
thoroughness. Evidently Mrs. Barnes is desperately anxious I shouldn't
know about Siegfried. I wonder if there is any way of delicately
introducing Germans into the conversation, and conveying to her that I
have guessed about Dolly's husband and don't mind him a bit. Why should
I mind somebody else's husband? A really nice woman only minds her own.
But I know of no two subjects more difficult to talk about tactfully
than Germans and husbands; and when both are united, as in this case, my
courage rather fails.
We went for a dreary walk this afternoon. Mrs. Barnes was watchful, and
Dolly was meek. I tried to be sprightly, but one can't be sprightly by
oneself.
_September 3rd._
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