In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her LoverOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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In Trust: The Story of a Lady and Her Lover
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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Rose, who followed her sister in everything, wished very much to follow
her in this too. She had always managed to find out about every new
impulse before, and catch the way of it, though the impulse itself was
unknown to her. She gave Anne no rest till she had ascertained about
this too. ‘Tell us what it is like,’ she said, with a hundred
repetitions. ‘How did you first find out that he cared for you? What
put it into your head? Was it anything he said that made you think
_that_? As it is probably something that one time or another will happen
to me too, I think it is dreadful of you not to tell me. Had you never
found it out till he told you? and what did he say? Did he ask you all
at once if you would marry him? or did it all come on by degrees?’
‘How do you think I can tell?’ said Anne; ‘it is not a thing you can put
into words. I think it all came on by degrees.’
But this, though it was her own formula, did not satisfy Rose. ‘I am
sure you could tell me a great deal more if you only would,’ she cried;
‘what did he _say_? Now, _that_ you can’t help remembering; you must
know what he said. Did he tell you he was in love with you, or ask you
straight off to marry him? You can’t have forgotten that--it is not so
very long ago.’
‘But, Rosie, I could not tell you. It is not the words, it is not
anything that could be repeated. A woman should hear that for the first
time,’ said Anne, with shy fervour, turning away her head to hide the
blush, ‘when it is said to herself.’
‘A woman! Then you call yourself a woman now? I am only a girl; is that
one of the things that show?’ asked Rose, gravely, in pursuit of her
inquiry. ‘Well, then, you ought surely to let me know what kind of a
thing it is. Are you so very fond of him as people say in books? are you
always thinking about him? Anne, it is dreadfully mean of you to keep it
all to yourself. Tell me one thing: when he said it first, did he go
down upon his knees?’
‘What nonsense you are talking!’ said Anne, with a burst of laughter.
Then there rose before her in sweet confusion a recollection of various
moments in which Rose, always matter-of-fact, might have described her
lover as on his knees. ‘You don’t know anything about it,’ she said,
‘and I can’t tell you anything about it. I don’t know myself, Rosie; it
was all like a dream.’
‘It is you who are talking nonsense,’ said Rose. ‘How could it be like a
dream? In a dream you wake up and it is all over; but it is not a bit
over with you. Well, then, _after_, how did it feel, Anne? Was he always
telling you you were pretty? Did he call you “dear,” and “love,” and all
that sort of thing? It would be so _very_ easy to tell me--and I do so
want to know.’
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