When he entered Helena's lodgings, the door of her chamber was closed;
the maid could not tell him what her mistress was doing. He opened the
door. Helena was sleeping, leaning against the arm of a large
easy-chair. Yosef stood in the doorway and looked at her with a
wonderful expression on his face. She did not waken; her rounded breast
rose and fell with a light measured movement. There is nothing gentler
than the movement of a woman's breast; resting on it, it is possible to
be rocked to sleep as in a cradle, or in a boat moved lightly by the
waves. Every man has passed through that sleep on his mother's breast.
The secret kingdom of sleep is revealed in woman by this movement only,
which may be called blessed, so many conditions of human happiness move
with it in the regions of rest. The movement of angels' wings must be
like it. It lulls to rest everything, from the cry of the infant, to the
proud thoughts of the sage. The head of a sage, sleeping on the breast
of a woman, is the highest triumph of love. Such thoughts must have
passed through Yosef's head, for, looking at the slumbering Helena, he
grew milder and milder, just as night passes into dawn; he inclined
toward her, and touched her hand lightly with his lips.
Helena quivered, and, opening her eyes widely, smiled like a little
child when the velvety kiss of its mother rouses it from sleep. That was
the first time that Yosef came to her with a fondling so gentle and
delicate; usually he came, if not severe, dignified; but to-day he had
come to wipe out and forget at her feet the bitter impressions of the
quarrel with Vasilkevich. He was seized gradually by the marvellous
power of woman, under whose influence the muddy deposit of the soul
sinks to the bottom of oblivion. But he was too greatly agitated not to
let some of the bitterness which he felt a few moments earlier press
through his words. He raised his head, looked into her eyes, and said,--
"Helena, it seems to me that I love thee very deeply; but the folly of
people irritates my personality, challenges me. I should like to find
strength in thee. Trust me, Helena, love me!"
"I do not understand thee," replied she.
He took her hand and spoke tenderly,--
"Still, thou shouldst understand me. I flatter myself that I am not
second to Potkanski in love for thee, or in labor for thy happiness. But
there is a difference between us. He was the son of a magnate, he could
give thee his hand at once, surround thee with plenty. I am the son of a
handicraftsman, I must labor long yet over thy happiness and my own. I
will not desert thee now, but I do not wish that thou as my wife
shouldst touch the cold realities of poverty, from which he
disaccustomed thee. But I need thy love and thy confidence. Speak,
Helena."
Helena said nothing; but she approached Yosef, and, putting her head on
his breast, raised on him eyes full of childlike confidence.
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