France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
"I am ill, in truth," she said, as she seated herself, feebly and
wearily, in the chair Raymon offered her; "I feel that I am very ill,
and, in your presence, monsieur, I have the right to complain."
Raymon had not hoped to progress so fast. He seized the opportunity by
the hair, as the saying is, and, taking possession of a hand which felt
cold and dry in his, he replied:
"Indiana! do not say that; do not say that I am the cause of your
illness, for you make me mad with grief and joy."
"And joy!" she repeated, fixing upon him her great blue eyes overflowing
with melancholy and amazement.
"I should have said hope; for, if I have caused you unhappiness, madame,
I can perhaps bring it to an end. Say a word," he added, kneeling beside
her on a cushion that had fallen from the divan, "ask me for my blood,
my life!"
"Oh! hush!" said Indiana bitterly, withdrawing her hand; "you made a
shameful misuse of promises before; try to repair the evil you have
done!"
"I intend to do it; I will do it!" he cried, trying to take her hand
again.
"It is too late," she said. "Give me back my companion, my sister; give
me back Noun, my only friend!"
A cold shiver ran through Raymon's veins. This time he had no need to
encourage her emotion; there are emotions which awake unbidden, mighty
and terrible, without the aid of art.
"She knows all," he thought, "and she has judged me."
Nothing could be more humiliating to him than to be reproached for his
crime by the woman who had been his innocent accomplice; nothing more
bitter than to see Noun's rival lamenting her death.
"Yes, monsieur," said Indiana, raising her face, down which the tears
were streaming, "you were the cause--"
But she paused when she observed Raymon's pallor. It must have been most
alarming, for he had never suffered so keenly.
Thereupon all the kindness of her heart and all the involuntary emotion
which he aroused in her resumed their sway over Madame Delmare.
"Forgive me!" she said in dismay; "I hurt you terribly; I have suffered
so myself! Sit down and let us talk of something else."
This sudden manifestation of her sweet and generous nature rendered
Raymon's emotion deeper than ever. He sobbed aloud; he put Indiana's
hand to his lips and covered it with tears and kisses. It was the first
time that he had been able to weep since Noun's death, and it was
Indiana who relieved his breast of that terrible weight.
"Oh! since you, who never knew her, weep for her so freely," she said;
"since you regret so bitterly the injury you have done me, I dare not
reproach you any more. Let us weep for her together, monsieur, so that,
from her place in heaven, she may see us and forgive us."
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