France -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Marriage -- Fiction; Women -- France -- Fiction
Raymon did not understand the delicacy of this rebuff; he saw in it
nothing but a rebuff and he was angry with Sir Ralph. Shortly after he
noticed that, when Sir Ralph spoke to Indiana in an undertone, he used
the more familiar form of address, and he was on the verge of mistaking
the reserve which custom imposed upon Sir Ralph at other times, for the
precaution of a favored lover. But he blushed for his insulting
suspicions as soon as he met the young woman's pure glance.
That evening Raymon displayed his intellectual powers. There was a large
company and people listened to him; he could not escape the prominence
which his talents gave him. He talked, and if Indiana had been vain she
would have had her first taste of happiness in listening to him. But on
the contrary her simple, straightforward mind took fright at Raymon's
superiority; she struggled against the magic power which he exerted over
all about him, a sort of magnetic influence which heaven, or hell,
accords to certain men--a partial and ephemeral royalty, so real that no
mediocre mind can escape its ascendancy, so fleeting that no trace of it
remains after them, and that when they die we are amazed at the
sensation they made during their lives.
There were many times when Indiana was fascinated by such a brilliant
display; but she at once said to herself sadly that she was eager for
happiness, not for glory. She asked herself in dismay if this man, for
whom life had so many different aspects, so many absorbing interests,
could devote his whole mind to her, sacrifice all his ambitions to her.
And while he defended step by step, with such courage and skill, such
ardor and self-possession, doctrines purely speculative and interests
entirely foreign to their love, she was terrified to see that she was of
so little account in his life while he was everything in hers. She said
to herself in terror that she was to him a three days' fancy and that he
had been to her the dream of a whole life.
When he offered her his arm as they were leaving the salon, he whispered
a few words of love in her ear; but she answered sadly:
"You have a great mind!"
Raymon understood the reproof and passed the whole of the following day
at Madame Delmare's feet. The other guests, being engrossed by their
hunting, left them entirely to themselves.
Raymon was eloquent; Indiana had such a craving to believe, that half of
his eloquence was wasted. Women of France, you do not know what a creole
is; you would undoubtedly have yielded less readily to conviction, for
you are not the ones to be deceived or betrayed!
XIII
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