She trembled under his caress, and her heart was full of speechless
sorrow. She longed to yield to his wishes,--she knew that if she did so
she would give him happiness and greater resignation to the death which
confronted him; and she also knew that if she could make up her mind to
marry Robin Clifford she would have the best and the tenderest of
husbands. And Briar Farm,--the beloved old home--would be hers!--her
very own! Her children would inherit it and play about the fair and
fruitful fields as she had done--they, too, could be taught to love the
memory of the old knight, the Sieur Amadis de Jocelin--ah!--but surely
it was the spirit of the Sieur Amadis himself that held her back and
prevented her from doing his name and memory grievous wrong! She was
not of his blood or race--she was nameless and illegitimate,--no good
could come of her engrafting herself like a weed upon a branch of the
old noble stock--the farm would cease to prosper.
So she thought and so she felt, in her dreamy imaginative way, and
though she allowed old Hugo to leave her without vexing him by any
decided opposition to his plans, she was more than ever firmly resolved
to abide by her own interior sense of what was right and fitting. She
heard the wheels of the dog-cart grating the gravel outside the garden
gate, and an affectionate impulse moved her to go and see her "Dad"
off. As she made her appearance under the rose-covered porch of the
farm-house door, she perceived Landon, who at once pulled off his cap
with an elaborate and exaggerated show of respect.
"Good-morning, Miss Jocelyn!"
He emphasized the surname with a touch of malice. She coloured, but
replied "Good-morning" with a sweet composure. He eyed her askance, but
had no opportunity for more words, as old Hugo just then clambered up
into the dog-cart, and took the reins of the rather skittish young mare
which was harnessed to it.
"Come on, Landon!" he shouted, impatiently--"No time for farewells!"
Then, as Landon jumped up beside him, he smiled, seeing the soft,
wistful face of the girl watching him from beneath a canopy of roses.
"Take care of the house while I'm gone!" he called to her;--"You'll
find Robin in the orchard."
He laid the lightest flick of the whip on the mare's ears, and she
trotted rapidly away.
Innocent stood a moment gazing after the retreating vehicle till it
disappeared,--then she went slowly into the house. Robin was in the
orchard, was he? Well!--he had plenty of work to do there, and she
would not disturb him. She turned away from the sunshine and flowers
and made her way upstairs to her own room. How quiet and reposeful it
looked! It was a beloved shrine, full of sweet memories and
dreams,--there would never be any room like it in the world for her,
she well knew. Listlessly she sat down at the table, and turned over
the pages of an old book she had been reading, but her eyes were not
upon it.
"I wonder!" she said, half aloud--then paused.
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