Tord stood trembling before Berg and wrung his hands. “They demand you
of me! They want to force me to betray you!”
“Who? The monks?”
“They, yes, the monks. They show me visions. They show me her, Unn.
They show me the shining, sunny sea. They show me the fishermen’s
camping-ground, where there is dancing and merrymaking. I close my
eyes, but still I see. ‘Leave me in peace,’ I say. ‘My friend has
murdered, but he is not bad. Let me be, and I will talk to him, so that
he repents and atones. He shall confess his sin and go to Christ’s
grave. We will both go together to the places which are so holy that
all sin is taken away from him who draws near them.’”
“What do the monks answer?” asked Berg. “They want to have me saved.
They want to have me on the rack and wheel.”
“Shall I betray my dearest friend, I ask them,” continued Tord. “He is
my world. He has saved me from the bear that had his paw on my throat.
We have been cold together and suffered every want together. He has
spread his bear-skin over me when I was sick. I have carried wood and
water for him; I have watched over him while he slept; I have fooled
his enemies. Why do they think that I am one who will betray a friend?
My friend will soon of his own accord go to the priest and confess,
then we will go together to the land of atonement.”
Berg listened earnestly, his eyes sharply searching Tord’s face. “You
shall go to the priest and tell him the truth,” he said. “You need to
be among people.”
“Does that help me if I go alone? For your sin, Death and all his
spectres follow me. Do you not see how I shudder at you? You have
lifted your hand against God himself. No crime is like yours. I think
that I must rejoice when I see you on rack and wheel. It is well for
him who can receive his punishment in this world and escapes the wrath
to come. Why did you tell me of the just God? You compel me to betray
you. Save me from that sin. Go to the priest.” And he fell on his knees
before Berg.
The murderer laid his hand on his head and looked at him. He was
measuring his sin against his friend’s anguish, and it grew big and
terrible before his soul. He saw himself at variance with the Will
which rules the world. Repentance entered his heart.
“Woe to me that I have done what I have done,” he said. “That which
awaits me is too hard to meet voluntarily. If I give myself up to the
priests, they will torture me for hours; they will roast me with slow
fires. And is not this life of misery, which we lead in fear and want,
penance enough? Have I not lost lands and home? Do I not live parted
from friends and everything which makes a man’s happiness? What more is
required?”
When he spoke so, Tord sprang up wild with terror. “Can you repent?” he
cried. “Can my words move your heart? Then come instantly! How could I
believe that! Let us escape! There is still time.”
Berg Rese sprang up, he too. “You have done it, then—”
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