"Dearest Irene, I hope you, in your past great warmth of devotion
for me (your poor tutor and husband), will forgive my late
ungentlemanly conduct in striking you so cowardly on the eve of my
downfall, and thereby breaking the confidence you reposed in me
for such a lengthened period of our existence.
"From what I know of your noble character, I have every faith in
your forgiveness, and rest assured, I never mean to face death
without imploring you to rectify, if ever in your power, the wrong
you accomplished, partly at my request, in breaking the holy cord
of union which bound you during your natural existence to Sir John
Dunfern, and again uniting it under foul auspices.
"Had I been so fortunate as to secure you first of all, my
conscience, certainly, would at this moment be both clear and
unclouded. But feeling persuaded I have robbed that nobleman who
now possibly is pining for separation from a world of shame and
sorrow underneath the lordly roof of Dunfern Mansion, I am
positively convinced, under such dangling dishonour, that never
more can this world of sin extend to me the comfort I in vain have
tried to seek.
"Awake, then, my beloved, to whom I attach not the slightest
blame, to a sense of feeling and justice, and go, I implore of
you, and cast yourself at the feet of him and beg his forgiveness,
who loved you with a love unspeakable--who severed nearly all his
self-indulgence with the instrument of intensity and hesitated not
to lavish it upon the head of her to whom I offer my last advice.
Then shall you meet the messenger--death--not with shrinking fear
(like me), but daring bravery.
"Of your present position or abode I am totally unaware, but,
dearest wife, I trust your race of penury is almost run, and that
your latter years may be crowned with Christian fortitude and
ease, and freed from the thorny dart of the wicked, in whose grave
I must soon lie unwept.
"Good bye, for ever!
From your affectionate
"OSCAR.
"Mrs. Oscar Otwell
(Address unknown)."
Folding the letter, and handing it to the officers, together with
Oscar's card and photograph--all of which would prove indispensable for
their future use--Mrs. Otwell quietly moved again to the breakfast room,
and, strange to say, finished her meal in silence.
Then turning to him in whose service she was, intimated her intention to
sail for England when the missing body would be recovered, which she
meant to bury in Greenwood Cemetery. She lingered on in eager
expectation of casting one final look at her husband, but week after
week died away without any sign of it being forthcoming, and all hope
being fled, Mrs. Otwell resolved to lose no further time in returning to
her home of nativity, in order to obey the last instructions from the
hand of Oscar Otwell, from whom she was reluctantly obliged to part in
the manner described.
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