London (England) -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction; Upper class -- Fiction
“What do you think I have just done? Refused an invitation to go with
friends yachting in the Mediterranean--an invitation it would have
been lovely to accept. And why did I refuse? Wholly and solely on your
account, sir. Will you not thank me? No, there was no merit in it, after
all. How could I have been happy on the coasts of Italy and Greece,
whilst you, my dearest, were so far from happy in London? You must get
over that depression, which is the result of sudden change, and of the
gloomy things you find yourself amongst. Do not be so uneasy about the
future. Try to write to me more cheerfully, for have not I also a few
hard things to bear? Indeed, I want your help as much as you need mine.
Yet in one thing I have the advantage--I look to the future with perfect
trust. I laugh at your doubts and fears. Do you doubt of me? Do you fear
lest I shall forget? I dare you to think such a thought! If I could but
give you some of my good spirits. To me the new year makes a new world.
I long for the bright skies and spring fields that I may enjoy them;
they will have a meaning they never had before. It will soon be May, and
then shall we not see each other?”
February passed, March all but passed. There were guests at Knightswell,
and one fair spring morning, about eleven o’clock, Isabel was on the
point of setting forth to drive with three ladies. The carriage was
expected to come up to the door, and Isabel was just descending the
stairs with one of her friends, when she saw the servant speaking with
some one who had appeared at the entrance. A glance, and she perceived
that it was Kingcote. She was startled, and had to make an effort before
she could walk forward. She motioned to Kingcote to enter, and greeted
him in the way of ordinary friendliness.
“We were on the very point of going out,” she said, her voice shaken in
spite of all determination. “Will you come into the library?”
She turned and excused herself to her companion, promising to be back
almost immediately.
“What has brought you?” was her hurried question, when the library door
was closed behind them. “Has anything happened?”
“Nothing,” Kingcote answered, turning his eyes from her. “But I see you
have no time to give me. I mustn’t keep you now. I thought perhaps I
might find you alone.”
“And you have come----?”
“To see you--to see you--what else?” burst passionately from his lips.
“I was dying with desire to see you. Last night it grew more than I
could bear. I left the house before daylight, and I find myself here.
I had no purpose of coming; I have done it all in a dream. My life had
grown to a passion to see you!”
He caught her hand and kissed it again and again, kissed the sleeve of
her garments, pressed her palm against his eyes.
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