Great Britain -- Social conditions -- 19th century -- Fiction
“No; the young don't want lollypops, for they have youth. Old age wants
everything, so the old are my children, and I tea and tobacco them.”
After this there was a pause.
“Miss Merton, you have shown me many persons who need consolation, but
there is one you say nothing about.”
“Have I, sir? Who? Oh, I think I know. Old Dame Clayton?”
“No, it is a young demoiselle.”
“Then I don't know who it can be.”
“Guess.”
“No, sir,” said Susan, looking down.
“It is yourself, Miss Merton.”
“Me, sir! Why, what is the matter with me?”
“That you shall tell me, if you think me worthy of your confidence.”
“Oh, thank you, sir. I have my little crosses, no doubt, like all the
world; but I have health and strength. I have my father.”
“My child, you are in trouble. You were crying when I came in.
“Indeed I was not, sir!--how did you know I was crying?”
“When I came in you turned your back to me, instead of facing me, which
is more natural when any one enters a room; and soon after you made an
excuse for leaving the room, and when you came back there was a drop of
water in your right eyelash.”
“It need not have been a tear, sir!”
“It was not; it was water. You had been removing the traces of tears.”
“Girls are mostly always crying, sir; often they don't know for why, but
they don't care to have it noticed always.”
“Nor would it be polite or generous; but this of yours is a deep grief,
and alarms me for you. Shall I tell you how I know? You often yawn and
often sigh; when these two things come together at your age they are
signs of a heavy grief; then it comes out that you have lost your relish
for things that once pleased you. The first day I came here you told me
your garden had been neglected of late, and you blushed in saying so.
Old Giles and others asked you before me why you had given up visiting
them; you colored and looked down. I could almost have told them, but
that would have made you uncomfortable. You are in grief, and no common
grief.”
“Nothing worth speaking to you about, sir; nothing I will ever complain
of to any one.”
“There I think you are wrong; religion has consoled many griefs; great
griefs admit of no other consolation. The sweetest exercise of my office
is to comfort the heavy hearted. Your heart is heavy, my poor lamb--tell
me--what is it?”
“It is nothing, sir, that you would understand; you are very skilled and
notice-taking, as well as good, but you are not a woman, and you must
excuse me, sir, if I beg you not to question me further on what would
not interest you.”
Mr. Eden looked at her compassionately, and merely said to her again,
“What is it?” in a low tone of ineffable tenderness.
At this Susan looked in a scared manner this way and that. “Sir, do not
ask me, pray do not ask me so;” then she suddenly lifted her hands, “My
George is gone across the sea! What shall I do! what shall I do!!” and
she buried her face in her apron.
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