Was it so? Was it possible? and if so, why was he unhappy? Young and
inexperienced in the ways of the world, Amy had no suspicion of the real
cause of Mr. Linchmore's sadness; in fact, as she told Mrs. Hopkins, she
had not remarked it. Why should he be changed? What should he be sad
about?
Often, in after days, Amy wished she had never found out the dreadful
cause of this alteration.
Mr. Linchmore held a book in his hand, but his eyes had wandered from
its pages. Amy followed their direction.
At the farthest end of the room sat Mrs. Linchmore, and by her side Mr.
Strickland. Listlessly she sat, and listlessly she appeared to be
listening to her companion's words, although he seemed to be exerting
himself in an unusual manner to please her, not a yawn, or symptom of
fatigue about him. They seemed to have changed places, the weariness all
on her part; she was evidently inattentive and absent.
Robert Vavasour leant against the back of the sofa on which she sat;
like Mr. Linchmore, he held a book in his hand. Was he reading it? No.
Impossible! the leaves were turned over carelessly, and at random, two
or three together, not one by one.
A little farther off sat Anne, laughing and chatting merrily with Mr.
Hall, while he was bending low, and speaking, in a soft, subdued voice,
such things as only those who love know how to speak--Anne looking pert,
and trying to appear indifferent to his words.
"He loves her!" thought Amy, as she watched them, "and she? yes, I think
she does, or will love him too. How happy she looks, not a cloud to
darken her bright path; everything is smooth for her, and appears in
gay, golden colours. Happy Anne! May the light that sparkles in your
eyes never be quenched, nor your merry laugh be chased away by the sad,
sorrowful look that tells of the heart's best hopes faded away, and
bright days gone never to return."
Again Amy looked towards Mrs. Linchmore. Robert Vavasour had taken the
vacant seat by her side. Alfred Strickland was gone.
How different she appeared! No longer listless or inattentive, her face
was brightened by smiles. She was all animation, talking and laughing
almost as merrily as Anne.
How sad it is to see those we love smiling on others as they never smile
on us, or whilst our hearts are overcharged with sorrow and heaviness,
theirs are careless and unconcerned, insensible to our misery, if not
even mocking our anguish. Then it is that in bitterness of heart we
could lie down and die, or at least weep drops of agony, to think that
our love could be so lightly valued, or we ourselves so neglected and
forsaken.
Mrs. Linchmore knew her husband's eyes were watching her, knew, too,
partly the agony of his heart, yet she trifled on, caring little for the
feelings of him whose slightest wish she should have studied to please,
and striven to obey.
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