The affair has affected me more than I can tell.... You will laugh,
but it is true all the same, that I can hardly eat or sleep. For the
attack itself I don’t mind, I know that my book is a bit of honest
true work, and will outlive the attempts ... to stifle it.... I wish
the snow would go and let me out to have a walk. Sometimes I wish that
I had kept clear of writing books altogether.... I remember wondering
once when Green told me that when he was vexed with anything a romp
with his bairns made him quite hearty. It seemed to me overstrained.
I don’t think so now that I have bairns of my own. Their quaint and
funny ways quite carry you out of yourself.... Dearly as I love life,
I can already foresee that the time will come when I shall be glad
to lie down and sleep the sleep that knows no waking.... Verily I
do believe a good wife and loving mother is the only treasure of
treasures that is worth striving for in this world!... How much you
and I have to be thankful for!
These are a few extracts written to his friend Mr Horne at the moment
when the history of the incident was just becoming plain, and at a time
also when Mr Horne’s first child had just been born; they throw perhaps
more light upon it and upon the character of James Geikie than any
ordered narrative could do.
Later letters of the same spring emphasise the effect which the
incident had upon him. “The whole thing,” he writes in one letter,
“has worried me more than I can tell;” but a journey south, where,
_inter alia_, he lectured at Hull, and led a big geological excursion,
helped to change the current of his thoughts, while his reception at
Hull gratified him greatly. Fresh letters from continental geologists
also, not only praising his book but discussing the bearing of his
results upon their observations in various parts of Europe, must have
helped to assure him that it was worth while to do honest work, despite
detractors. Further, the family moved from Perth to Birnam, where they
took a charming cottage at the foot of Birnam Hill, covered with roses,
and with a large untidy garden. The early summer was brilliantly fine,
and the fresh air and open life of the country must have made it easier
to take a more philosophical view of the affair, unpleasant as it was.
The letters of early summer show at least a perceptible recovery
of balance and cheerfulness. His third son was born in June, and
in answer to congratulations he says:--“A _third_ boy was a great
disappointment--a girl would have ‘completed’ all the family any
reasonable man could desire!”
The arrival of the baby prevented him from accompanying Dr Helland on
a projected trip to Iceland in early summer, but, rather curiously, an
opportunity to visit the island occurred a little later in the same
year, for he went to report on some sulphur mines.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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