"She has just gone to her room," Jane replied, a chill shooting
through her veins. Some strange, unnatural impulse compelled her
to add, as if the explanation were just and necessary: "We have
had a lot of people in drinking tea, and mother has a headache."
She watched him ascend the steps and turn into his smoking-room.
The door closed sharply and a wave of inexplicable relief rushed
over her. Her hands were cold. She went to the fireplace and held
them out to the blaze. Her ears were alert for sounds from above--alert
with a strange fear which choked her with its persistence. She
dreaded the opening of her father's door and his footsteps as they
crossed to her mother's room. She waited for these sounds, minute
after minute, but they did not come. The fire would not give warmth
to her hands; the chill seemed to spread. In her new consciousness
she felt that a tragedy was just begun.
CHAPTER XIV
THE CANKER
Cable saw Bansemer leave the house as he drove up to the curb in
front. The lawyer did not look back, but turned the nearest corner
as if eager to disappear from sight as quickly as possible.
Closing the door of his smoking-room behind him, David Cable dropped
wearily into a chair without removing his hat or coat. His blood
was running cold through his veins, his jaw was set and his eyes
had the appearance of one who has been dazed by a blow. For many
minutes he sat and stared at the andirons in the ember-lit grate.
From time to time he swallowed painfully and his jaw twitched.
Things began growing black and green before his eyes; he started
up with an oath.
He was consumed by the fires of jealousy and suspicion. The doubt
that had found lodging in his mind so recently now became a cruel
certainty. Into his grim heart sprang the rage of the man who
finds himself deceived, despised, dishonoured. He was seeing with
his own eyes, no doubt, just what others had seen for months--had
seen and had pitied or scorned him as the unfortunate dupe. With
the thought of it he actually ground his teeth; tears of rage and
mortification sprang to his eyes. He recalled his own feelings in
instances where shame had fallen upon other men; he recalled his
own easy indifference and the temptation to laugh at the plight
of the poor devils. It had never entered his mind that some day he
might be the object of like consideration in others more or less
fortunate, according to THEIR friends.
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